Me and You

moved

2008-12-20T07:56:00.000-08:00

MOVED!

http://would-you-run.blogspot.com

2008-08-17T06:33:00.001-07:00

OKAY OKAY.
BEFORE I START THIS WHOLE NEW POST...
Let me tell you something about myself.
I can fake happiness. Here and to my friends. All just for one reason: I don't want yall to worry.
SERIOUSLY.
My mom worries enough about me and it's bad for her health. Ice-kun is over-protective in a nice way and gets real worried when something goes wrong. Adrian...well, lets just say that he will just go haha, look at what you've done. Then there's my dad, who worries because my mom worries about me. Then there's Kenna, who wenta re you alright? and even offered to come over to my house once, (how sweet of her!). OH! Not to forget Val. XD

HAHAH. Now that's over. XD
My study date with Val didn't really go as well as I though it would be. I mean, It was fine for her. We mugged at Gloria Jeans which by the way have the best coffee ever! Though they kept playing songs, so it was rather annoying. I could even study. I only managed to memorise and understand this huge chunk of biology notes.

Carbohydrates

Monocharrides. They are reducing sugars, which mean if you were to test them with the Benedic's test(the one with the copper() sulphate, blu in colour), the result would be a positive one. Examples of monocharrides are glucose, fructose and galactose.

Dicharrides. They are non reducing sugars, which mean if you were to test them using Benedic's test, the result would be a negative ont. You would then have to add HCL and boil it to have a positove result as the HCL breaks down the Disacharrides into monocharrides. Examples of Dicharrides are Maltose(glucose+glucose), Lactose(glucose+galactose) and Sucrose(glucose +fructose).

Polycharrides. Examples of polycharrides are starch and erm...glycogen(sp?).

Functions...
1) They provide energy
2) They make lubricants for example, mucus which are secreted by the mucus membrane
3) They form nucleic acids. For example, DNA( Deoxyribo nucleic Acid)

Proteins
There are 20 types of anmino acids. Amino acids join to form polypeptides and one or more polypeptides join to form a protein molecule.

Functions...
1) They provide energy
2) The repair and replace damaged and worned out cells
3) They make protoplasm for new cell growth
4) They protect our bodies by forming antibodies
(there are more, but I forgot)

Fats,/u>

They are made out of three molecules of fatty acids and one molecule of glycerol.

Functions...
1) They are a solvent for fat soluble hormones and vitamins
2) The provide (the most)energy
3) They prevent water loss
4) They provide insulation against heat loss
5) They form part of the cell surface membrane
(I think there are more, but I forgot)

Mineral Salts
Examples of mineral salts are vitamin C and D.

Vitamin D: Helps in the absprbtion of Iron to form haemoglobin

Vitamin C:
errrr.....

Functions...
Vitamin D:
1)Makes iron for haomoglobin?

errrr. lets just skip to water, alright? I'll just edit this next time. XD
Water has no nutritional value!!!!
1) Helps to regulate body temperature via presperation
2) Lubricants in joints
3)Maintains the shape of the virtueous humoour and the aqueous humour and the foetus( in the snynovial cavity with the synotic fluid)
4)Used as solvents in reactions.

OH NOES! I NEED TO REREVISE BIOLOGY!!!

oay okay. I'm not as hyper as I was when I started typing this post. Church was alright today, though I was distracted. Kenna and all finally gave me the awesomeness keyboard pedal, and I eded up smiling like an idiot for sometime. XD

THANKS FOR ALL WHO CHIPPED IN! I think I said this more than 3 times yo...

-LEONARD!
-KENNA!
-SUZANNE!
-HUI QI!
-LING HUI!( who knew? XD)

Yeah. Then disscussed some stuff for Brother's night. I shall not talk much about it, as I am sure that the guys will see this so yeah. XD Dangerous yo. ONE WORD: FUN

Hmm, then I went home and stoned in front of the stupid 40 something inch grey box, more commonly known as a television. Now I'm currently blogging and about to do some research on runes and summarise some stuff for Charlotte for Geography. I CAN BE MEAN AND NOT SUMMARISE IT FOR HER, BUT I'M NOT THAT MEAN. It's temping though. Her Geography grade for CA(0%) would be down the drain yo. XD

Hmm. Better start work. Gosh I'm bored.
T~~alk to me Adrian. I'm just plain bored. Oh and Jeffrey, if you every see this give me a call.~~

Hero JaeJoong singing Happy Birthday in three versions

2008-08-15T19:58:00.003-07:00

Hero JaeJoong singing Happy Birthday in three versions

2008-08-15T19:58:00.001-07:00

MOVED.

2008-06-08T06:27:00.000-07:00

YES I HAVE MOVED.
Here's the new link:
http://would-you-run.blogspot.com

:D

...

2008-04-27T18:54:00.000-07:00

I'm tired of life
i just want to die.
It feels so empty.
that i just want to cry.

where are the colours?
i cannot see.
black and white
is what we'll be.

i look over there
she smiled at me
i just sat right there
as if our eyes never meet

i feel very warm
and very giddy
i ask myself, "should i study?
"heck yes, or i'll fail, but do i care?

i've been studying like crap
and there's 7 papers to go
there's much left to do
i wish i could go with the flow

don't look back now
they're all laughing
waiting for your all grades
to start falling

my parents
yes them
have high expectations
there are still many things that i need to cram

i'd better start working
should i even care?
even if i die
who would even dare

*sighs, breaks into a smile*

i do know one thing
yes, just one
that our Father in Heaven
is the awesome one

i bet He'd help me
i would bet with all i have
that He loves me so
even if they don't care

In John 3:16, its is said right there
"Whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life"
I believe in Him, i really do
but am i just another hypocrite?

Would you run, i ask
would I run?
what would you do
if i brought a gun?

and pointed it in your face
on a sunday morning in church
are you gonna run
do you have this urge?

before you do, hear what i say
will you take a bullet for Jesus Christ?
would you run? would they run?
if they do, hypocrites they are!

now i end this
i feel much better
all i needed was
to type some letters

off to study
yes i will
And i'll make my parents proud!
and never NEVER will i fail.

alrightie then.

2008-04-25T22:18:00.000-07:00

argh.
the thing that i love about this blog is that this was a birthday gift, made by one of my best friends ever.
Oh, and i love like, you know the 'cover' of the posts and stuff.
Like when you go to this blog, (don't click anything), there will be this page thing with text.

Also, there's a tagboard here, which i still don't have in my other blog cause i have NO IDEA where to put it. Plus, i need help in changing my other blog's skin. yeah.

Anyway, i had my chinese paper today. It was ...alright, i guess.
Though i think i'm gonna fail.
Cause for the letter writing, i wrote totally out of point.
I had no clue what was the word infront of 'fat', and if i knew, i could have passed the letter writing.

the word when combine with 'fat' means dieting. So now i'm gonna get a big fat ZERO. If i didn't panicked and checked the dictionary, i could have scored.

Fortunately, paper two wasn't all that bad. Praise the Lord.
Or i think it wasn't.

Well, at least i was better off than some of my friends, who practically fell asleep while reading the compre.( We were in the AIR-CONDITIONED hall. Awesome, right?)
I could answer most of the questions. Well..

ARGH. What the heck am i doing?
I'm suppose to be studying.
More imortantly( WHAT?! There's something more important than studying??), I should be at ease. I lifted my stress to GOD. everything should be fine. Chill.

*relaxes*
I never knew blogging was such fun.
...i should study now...
bye.

ah yeah.

2008-04-24T20:46:00.000-07:00

yeah.
i'm back.
like duh, of course i'm back.
i just wasn't in the mood to blog.
Anway.
I'm having my Yid years now, so yeah. i completed my first paper(eng) which was like, ohmygosh.

I'm stressing over my art prep work. rah.
Oh and i have my 2nd paper tomorrow, which is Chinese.
like, whatever. I feel like giving up for Chinese.
I know i shouldn't, but it's all the ke wai stuff now.

Urm, yeah. hmm, i wondering what should i use/ what am i good at?
Pencil? Water colour pencils? Acrylic/ poster paint? Chalk pastles? Crayons?Markers?
A mixture : water colour pencils, paint chalk pastles and markers?

I've been trying out water colours. and it looks alright to me. So, i think i should use a mixture. So, now i have to BUY chalk pastles, and the hairspray thing to fix the pastles on the paper.
as for markers, i have two in my pencil case, so its alright.

hmm. now i have to think of what to draw. Not the observational stuff, but the final piece.
what should i put? Colours? Composition? Textures? Types of paper?
Yeah-types of paper.
some papers are better for water colours and etc, so yeah. XD

well, i'm revising SS tomorrow. I hope i get the stuff right. I've always sucked at history, but i found it interesting. As for social studies, ist alright. Although...

WOULD IT KILL THEM TO NOT PUT SS AS THE LAST PERIOD OF THE DAY? it's so darn annoying. I get sleepy by the end of the day. rah.

Well, anyways, i'm hoping that the questions for the compo and letter writing would be simple enough for me to write, cause thats what i'm counting on to pass. And the listening compre.

ALRIGHT.
back to work. i'll blog like, you know. Later.
or maybe on the 9th of may? (end of the MY exams)<--YEAH!

bimbo cheer~

2008-04-24T20:44:00.000-07:00

no i'm not a bimbo. XD

break break
waterfall
girl you think you know it all.
you don't, i do
so poof with that attitude.
Like totally, fer sure, i just got a manicure
the sun, i swear, it's messing up my gorgeous hair
thirty three to thirty four
i don't know that stupid score
so RAH RAH
FIGHT FIGHT!
GEE i hope i look alright!

so far so good?

2008-02-12T22:27:00.000-08:00

Yeah. finally the projects and stuff are almost done. just need my friend to send me a copy of the geo project to print it out.

as for SS..i just got it back today. not good at all. 11/20.
well, its last minute work anyways. i need time to do an awesome job so yeah. and i screwed up the final touch up for my painting. darn it. I've yet to hand up the reflection. wells, I'll hand it up when i remember to do so. XD oh and once the teacher's done marking it, I'll take a pic of it to put it up on here. so please be patient.

okay. the pieces will take a LONG time. as in a REALLY LONG TIME before i can put it up here. the kh fanart..i'm only left with the shading of the heartless.

as for the kh/HSM fanart, that will take some time. I'm still left with the unfinished nobody pic of wernie, which i intend to redraw after putting it up, and the Halloween pic. that one is like..heh heh. maybe for this year's Halloween?

oh and i one more piece to add to the list of pieces..
its called the Devil's Assistant. well. that one will be for the end of year holiday..cause its really a hard and long piece. Inspired by shannen.

eh. as for school~ nothing much. i'm coping kinda well. though..

TODAY.

it was the worst thing that can ever happen to me.

you know the temperature taking thing?
i forgot to bring it. ( and i was to remind my friend too, so she forgot too.. )

the school is like. girls blah responsibility. rah.
now i feel so depressed. i not responsible enough to even bring a thermometer to school.

anyways..
me and seven of my friends had to stand up and make our way up to the place where the flag pole is. we had to stand in front of the WHOLE school.

the the teachers were like "we reminded you time and again to bring your thermometer. we told you a month ago and you still forgot to bring it. We knew that you'd forget, so we took the liberty to tell you to out it in your lockers yesterday. We even reminded you this morning!!"

gosh. i felt so humiliated.

my clean record.

Tarnished.

once more.

And so, for the nest five schooling days, i have to report to the general office at 7.15 sharp to have my temperature taken.
of course, i stuffed my thermometer in my pencil case few hours ago. so yeah.

the only problem is, is that i have to wake up even earlier for my morning run (estimated time: 5.20am). i intend to complete my 12 rounds this week. I'm doing my eleventh tomorrow and 2.4 during pe. i planed everything out nicely and.. bah. this happened. >,<

oh wells. what ever God did to us, it will always have a reason. a lesson to be learnt maybe?

anyways. i'm still a little depressed.

well, lets not talk about that anymore, or i'll just cry. >,<

Oh and i ran with Nicky today. we were talking about Treasure Planet and me forgetting to bring my thermometer and about running and stamina and all those random stuff. XD

well, its been a while since we chatted like this.
well. it makes me think if i mistreated her in the past? hmm. i wonder.

anyways. that the past. now we're buddies for life! XD
she and her awesome drawing and writing skills. gah.

anyways. practice makes perfect.

Prayers:

pray that I'll be able to think more positively and to not quarrel with my mom like, everyday.

pray for the sec fours and fives who will be taking their Os this year, that they'll be prepared and that they'll leave all their worries to God.

Also, pray for the students in 3/5, that they'll be able to cope with the stress..project and new topics being taught at a faster speed, that they'll persevere to the end.

so many things to do, so little time

2008-01-24T20:49:00.000-08:00

yeah. i have tons of stuff to do.
well. not tons, but if you had it, you'll definitely classify it into the "tons"
yeah. well. i have a geog project, a ss project and math homework.

though I've nothing to say about math. i like math. SHOCKING isn't it?
well, i was the one, who wanted more math homework.
That indices chapter.
gosh. you seriously need to practice.

well, practice makes perfect.
grr.
projects.
why must we start off the year with projects?

WHY!!! TELL ME WHY?

geog is damn annoying. i'm talking about the project, not the subject itself.
the subject is fun.
it's just the projects.
i got an awesome teacher by the way. XD

Social Studies. well, i can't help but to nod off every SS lesson!
cause it's always like, the last lesson of the day.
feeling lethargic and all.

but, its kinda interesting ,ya know?
unfortunately, i have a test tomorrow, and i'm still typing away...

It's so...yeah.

grr.

and you know what? thanks to SOMEBODY,
I GOT ADDICTED TO MANGA AGAIN.

i stopped like, for two years...and you know how hard was it to kick it all off?
grr.
though, i think I'll be able to stop my the end of this week.
since book six of vampire knight is not out that.
hopefully, I'll stop asking everybody for the comic update.

oh, i you know what?
i abstained from chocolate for like, a very long time. about two months?
unfortunately, i can help but to at two chocolate candy today.
it was in the fridge..and...

yeah. then i wanted more. !!! BUT!!! i managed to stop myself.
XD i was studying anyways, and it just, well. went off.

for those having prob with SS, and not SS PROJECTS, just treat it like a story. XD
i think I'll be able to finish studying for the test by 10pm.
just in time to watch Coffee Prince!

after that show is over, which is like, in a few more days, I'll be able to sleep early again!!
Hopefully.

oh, one more thing before i go.
My chem teacher...treats the class like kids.
its so annoying.

i love chem, but she's just...

Argh, never mind. Thankfully, I still have Benjamin to teach me chem. XD

Speaking about Benjamin....

ATTENTION ALL SECONDARY STUDENTS!!!

Who needs math/science tuition??
its awesome. I've tried it, and it's
seriously awesome.

Well, if you do need any, or you have questions, just leave it on the tag board, or comments.

Thank you very much!

...

2008-01-23T19:00:00.000-08:00

...

i don't know why.
that just it.
i don't know why
i'm always like this

i need to learn
but i can't
some day i will
but not right now

you knew who i was
you knew i liked you
and i knew
that you liked me too

i just can't stop
i just like you
i just can't stop thinking about you

i love you...
and its growing stronger everyday
but you'll never know.
never.

SHHhh~

buahaha

2008-01-15T22:29:00.000-08:00

wah. yeah. if you really want to read more about yours truly, well, go to deviantart.com

will be updating more there since i'm always logged on to it~ yeah.

crap.

2007-12-30T19:14:00.000-08:00

Rah. something's like so wrong with ma computer...

Darn it not on the last few days of the holidays!!! NoooO~

>.<

Okya, gamer update.

I just finished Oni 2 not long ago. Now starting on Oni 3. gah, some stuff must not be changed. And they changed it. The colour of the souls, the stuff that makes the souls look soul-like~ gah.

And the sabving thing. It looks less oni than usual. well, at least you can go oni whenever you want to~ thats a start. many more stuff i don't like. bwuahaaa~

XMAS

2007-12-23T07:14:00.000-08:00

sleigh bells ring

ring ring ring ring ring

chestnuts roasting on an open fire
jackass........ I MEAN jackfrost
nipping at your nose...
although it's been said
many times many ways
merry christmas to you
YAY

this is shannen here on shannen14 FM
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
sorrae
when i post here i tend to take on a random different personality
I VANT TO SUCK YOUR BLOOD!
and the spit it back out into a bottle
and wrap it up to give to me family memberrrrs for zeir chizmaz pvesents

NOPE
no typos

NO
don't save it ALL for christmas day
find a way
to give a little love everyday
don't save it all
for christmas day
find a way
cos holidays come and go

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

HO HO HO
i'm st nick
i'm here to put COAL into all you naughty little girls' stockings
because i am a mean santa
i've been beate by the grinch once
it's not gonna happen again!
we are competing
who can ruin christmas mosre
I WILL WIN
because everyone counts on me to be great good ol' jolly saint nick
BUT THIS YEAR'S GONNA BE A LITTLE DIFFERENT

because i'm comin to town
and RIPPING IT APART
all the xmas spirit and trees and presents are all gonna be GONE

ok
so i can't break the xmas spirit

WELL
taking away all the trees and presents and *ahem* CANDY CANES
will be a great thing for all humanity
why?
well
because xmas has evolved into some stupid commercial thing
it has become a time for shops to bump up the prices to make more money
it has become a time when kids let their greed show
and all evil greed rears its ugly head while ppl fret over what to give other ppl and how to decorate the tree and compete for the best christmas lights.

WELL THAT'S JUST NOT CHRISTMAS
it has become some festival of some sort
sure, we are to celebrate the birth of christ
BUT
not like this
not in competition and burning holes in wallets.

we celebrate by burning a nice crackling fire in our living rooms and sharing a good xmas dinner with FAMILY

and without pressies.
a good christmas dinner, and then a nice prayer session and then mass.
there's your christmas
BUT
of course
me being a teenager
i have my whole lifetime before even my mid life crisis so i shall be annoying and greedy
and decorate a tree and buy presents and receive presents
and be a typical commercialised teen on xmas day
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
c'mon
i'm not even 18 yet

LEMME ENJOY THE GOODNESS OF BADNESS

YAY

fyi

the seven deadly sins

1: lust(luxuria)
2: greed(avaritia)
3: pride(superbia)
4: gluttony(gula)
5: uhhhhhhh
5: sloth(acedia)
6: wrath(ira)
7: envy(invidia)

the words in brackets are the original words
Latin
IF I'M NOT WRONG
no
of course
i am correct
HAHAHHAHAHAHA
superbia
no no no no no
yay
5 mins to eve of xmas

Sylvia + Me = Shopping buds

2007-12-14T00:08:00.000-08:00

YEAH!

Finally, It has been like forever since I last saw Sylvia.
Man, though she changed quite a bit. still, SYLVIA! XD

Man, she is like, super slim. just like any regular ij girl would look like.
Gosh.
Seriously, and sine she just got her braces, its like, Braces + SUPER thin SYLVIA = EVEN SLIMMER! Skinnier!! Oh my gosh! NOO~

I'm so gonna like, run everyday. thats my plan during these six days. Eat healthily too, and a little dash if junk food.

lol

Yeah, and since Christmas is near, its time to send those cards out! You know what? I've noticed not long ago that she sends me Christmas cards every single year, well, since year 2000 i guess.

thats like seven years, and now i feel a quite bad with myself, cause i didn't send her one at all!?!?

Yeah, so this year, not only am I going to send her a card, I'm gonna send a gift with it too! Yay!

Hope you'll enjoy it girl!

Oh , and one more thing, thanks for the present, yeah?

One thing you guys should know by now, i love all adorable stuff! yeah.

Oh so, about today, we went to VIVO!! yeah!
Its like fun! The stuff there! And we found a nice place to zi-pai!~

Though the only thing was that the place was too bright and the marble seat thing is so darn hot!

As in, H.O.T HOT!!! so I sat on my bag, poor bag.. aww. *pats*

Yeah, then we zi-pai a bit. lols. it was fun, the only thing that was disrupting the fun was the glaring sun light. And i look weird when i squint my eyes cause, from near. its still kinda alrght. i have 'big' eyes.

if i squint, i'll have something larger than slits for eyes. no offense to anyone! XD
Yeah. then we talked about Xmas gifts and etc. we walked around finding more dresses we would like to buy, but its just expensive.

Yeah. so we decided to go to orchard. more things to look at plus loads of air conditioned places to shop at.

Actually, I thought that the road would have more stuff to see! But it turns out thats, its only like at night or weekends. So we walked all the way to paragon! Man, its been like, ages since i stepped into that place! XD

So many awesome prom dresses i want to buy, so little money.

Oh well. we shopped, we took neoprints, and many random things thrown into the conversation!! Yeah! finally, wow. it was kinda late. and i walked to plaza sing to catch the train.

Cause i did promise her that I'd walk to her stop or near her stop. Then it turns out that the nearest station was like,

STOOOP! will continue next time. cya peeps!

This is MADNESS!

2007-12-12T17:07:00.000-08:00

Madness...

THIS IS SPARTA!!!

okay, fine, not Sparta, nor am i a Spartan.
But these few days have been madness!

Seriously. My mom like got a new job, and she became a totally different person.
Attitude wise.

Okay, i think its just the coming home late, not enough sleep and stress thing, but because of that,
Everyone in the whole family, AND I MEAN EVERYBODY. Like can't stand her. So what if she's my mom!?

We need respect too, and I'm not feeling that much respect from her.
So what, I'm the youngest.

So what, I have to be a goody two shoes at home.

So what, that you expect me to do better!?

DUDE! I'm just a teen!
I have my life!
Its my HOLIDAY!

I deserve to rest like hell after that darn math test!
I deserve to get something, other than the keyboard.

I deserve to be respected!
Yeah, i know you're a mom, keeping the house clean. Thats fine.

But you know what??

You've been going overboard these few day.
The house is almost spotless, 'cept the balcony which i think is ferociously dirty.

Argh. Since I'm always agreeing with you, and etc, what do you think I am??

I'm no puppet!

And you so don't have the permission to copy me. you computer dumbass.

Every single thing about computer, like how to go to the internet and all,or some website. YOU HAVE PRACTICALLY NO IDEA HOW TO WORK ANYTHING ON THE COM.

Then you woke poor jie up, who had a bad headache last night. CAN'T YOU SEE SHE'S SLEEPING? Just woke her up to figure out why can't you send the attachment.

THEN YOU DRAGGED ME INTO THIS, THIS MADNESS!

darn it.

Though, i thank God that he gave me peace in my heart, now. I do hope that this does not repeat again. Gosh.

The emo kid

2007-12-11T23:56:00.000-08:00

I AM THE EMO GOTH KID
hahahahhaaha
kidding
i am Melina's friend
THE REAPER
roar
fear me
for i will come for your life whenever the need be.

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

ok
owner of this blog is SCARING THE REAPER

when her name is on my list i will....
nah
i'll probably be retired by then
and enjoying the fiery goodness of watching people get summoned into hell!
muahahah

and anyway
the people on my list are only people who are going to hell
so if you see me in your room tonight, staring at you and counter checking my list
BE AFRAID
be very afraid

hahahahahhahahahahhhhaaahaha
i am trying to make this post as meaningful as i can
only the owner of the blog can post an emo post so i shan't
bwahahahahah

so i have assumed the indentity of the reaper
WHOOOO
let me go get my cloak and my sharp thingy and my list and my bony gloves...
*whistles*

SHIT
i see the reaper
i wasn't supposed to tell anyone that it is all just a suit right?
the whole cloak and headless thing
oh no
now the reaper's mad
SAVE ME!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

ahhhhhhhhhh!!!
%*$%*(^(*%^(&&%(*&^*%*&%*OY&^($ryeh@#

Thank you for attending.
Class dismissed.

14 going on 15

2007-12-11T21:58:00.000-08:00

Oh my, you know what?

I've been studying my butt off for three full days, for the math test that my tutor was giving today!!

Man, though i can't say that its easy,and its not THAT hard, so..its just, well. ally you'll mature over time, and according to some thing that i read somewhere, or Fair.
Though i really do have some problems with the factorizing and all. Well, I do hope that I'll be able to understand it more, after more math lessons.

Yeah people, I'm turning 15 next year. gosh, 2 years are over in a blink of an eye.
Then there's O levels in 3 more years.

I'm getting older, but it does have its good side. Being older, technically , the more you mature, the lesser careless mistakes you make.

unfortunately, its a bit different for some guys, well, the guys that I know at church! XD Well, from what I've seen so far, the older boys get, the more childish they get. Well, this is NOT A FACT.

I think its just people here. lol.

Okay, so back to the math test, I have been studying my butt off lately, and I get stressed out (as usual) and i fought with my mom over little stuff. well, I'll share about this in the next post, so yeah.

It turns out that completing the square and something else was not tested, which leaves only the algebra and quad equations and problem sums.

Gah. now i know why I'm feeling so hyper EDIT NOTE: Will go hyper after ANY EXAM OR TEST.

WARNING:YOU'LL BE INFECTED WITH THE HYPER VIRUS AFTER A FEW MOMENTS WITH HER.

Yeah. So it was alright, oh and i almost forgot to tell you that i bruised my thumb.
Correction: my thumbnail? Anyways, just there.

It hurts like hell. Second NOTE: NEVER keep thumbnails longer than fingernails. Listen to Ms Teo. XD

Yeah, so after an hour or so of chilling on the couch, i went to cut, trim and file all my nails. Finally. ^v^

Yeah, so. Thats about it. the rest of the day was booked for more TV and playing the com at night. XD

Thank yous!!

2007-12-01T21:50:00.000-08:00

Yay! WERNIE!!

Thanks for the help!! Without it, i think i'll be stuck digging like, FOREVER! Lol~

Yeah, thanks to Wernie, i managed to complete the episode at djose temple!! yay!

Cause like, you need a manual to fight the Experiment again, and you're suppose to get it after you find out what the password is, talk to the guy on the third level of the temple and yay! you got the manual!!

Then you'll get to fight the experiment at its highest level, which is like, 5th.

Boy, its like, darn easy.

Well, my characters were like 80+ or so, so...yeap.

And to just have more fun, i restarted my ps2 and re fight the experiment again. this time, Rikku (in her white mage form) did not die. Well, Almost.

But it was still fun! XD

And now, Bevelle underground, and that stupid black elemental.

And, theres the big farplane thing. Lenne and all.

oh well.

OVER AND OUT!!! XD

Yeah! I'm having pizza tonight!

2007-11-28T17:55:00.000-08:00

Yeah!!
Pizza!

I love pizza!! Don't you??
My Dad is buying one for dinner! One or more actually.

And hearing or typing this makes me hungry!! XD

whats going on? + OTOT Update

2007-11-27T22:34:00.000-08:00

Hey ppl!! Its been like, Forever since i updated here.

Well, i do have my reasons:
1) I've been playing the PS2 like hell, ever since its was repaired.

2) I worried too much about express maths that i told my tutor to start early,
and man, were my parents furious!

3) I had librarian duties to attend to.

4)Since I've been going to the library, why not borrow some books? So i did.
TONS of them.
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5) Well, since theres tuition, theres obviously tuition homework! XD

6) I did update about whats been going on lately, not here but on deviantArt.

7) I fell in love with the stuff at dA , so i became a member and yeah.
The addiction starts, and once it starts, it can't stop until~
Well, until something else hooks me up, like FFX-2

8) Seriously, i did play my PS2 like hell. FFX-2. some idiotic boss with an idiotic
amount of 333444 hp. Thanks to me, when i finally found out HOW to use curaga on
the party, with Rikku as the white mage since she looks the nicest in that form.\

SOOOOoooo! Yeap. So, i had all that stuff. Oh, and one more: OTOT.
It stands for Outrageous TPYM Overnight Tour!! We'll be split into groups and tour around Singapore!! BOND BOND BOND!!

We first signed up, and my Darling bro just had to run somewhere with the cash for the event. So i signed up late.

Yeah, so thankfully!!! I had one sec 2 with me, and the Hyper-est one of them all, Alicia. Yeah! And she's my lao er!! Nicole was there too! She's Jolene's friend, whose mother changed her tuition timing to Sunday morning. or well. She's here!! How i miss her in the MingLingHuiYu gang.

Ming is Ming hui, Ling is Ling hui,Hui is Hui En,also known as Kendra!! And Yu is Jolene!!

Plus, you know what?? Ming was one of the committee mem. that joined us!! Suzanne too[the older one, not Xue Zen]!!

So, first, we head off to Fort Canning, where we had to find the "legendary lighthouse" to finish the quest. It was like, super kaduper dark there. Thankfully my hp had a really strong flash that can be used as a torch light.

Unfortunately, it was low batt, so..no more proper light. BUT!! One of the things we had to do during the quest was:
To find light sticks.

So, we could spot our group members easily. Three groups, Green, Yellow and Pink. lol. The pink turned out to be red, and i thought my bro would be in that group, since...the nick name: u niang.

But Chao Yi got Pink/Red!! *Snickers*
Yeah. We took group photos, and used the so called "PDA", which was actually some photos to guide us.

We like, had some fun challenges on the way, so, alls well that ends well!
Along the way, we passed, okay not passed, we were on some hill thing, and gosh. The scenery was breath taking.

We did had some trouble finding the light sticks though, since its dark and all. Plus we misinterpret the map.

On the way, like 1am or so, the sprinklers turned on, and we were almost soaked.
As if it was turned on deliberately to make it like some sort of booby trap.

Even though we turned out to be last, we still had fun, and thats what we came here for!!

Since its like late and all, and we didn't sleep, we had to stock up on our fuel!! So we went to gaylang and had the best meal ever. okay, not the best but you know what i meant~

We had beef kuay tiao and soybean drink later on. Man, the beef in the kuay tiao rocks!! we[the group] had three large bowls of it, and we finished like two and a half of it!!

I ate two bowls...YUMM!

Yeah. then Chng came and told us that the other group was playing zong ji mi ma, a game in which you had to try not to guess the number. The person who guessed and got it right, like for example..

The person who thought of the number just said its between 40 and 42, and it was my turn to pick a number.

so the number is 41, and it my turn, so i lost and i have to eat something. in this case, its the remainder of the beef kuay tiao. Like a bowl or something.

Well, ming and ling both like lost somehow..and they challenged each other to see who could finish a bowl of the kuay tiao the fastest.

Ling lost, and ming won, so they posed for photo. individually they put up the winner and loser hand sign! darn funney!

Then they posed together with the winner and loser sign! lol. Hope the YM comm members use that photo somehow..*giggle*

yeah. Next we went to some..place. The busiest in Singapore!! Now, it was empty and souless. We played a game whereby we had to send some1 up from each group, and the fastest person to run to the wall gets to answer the question. we were like, i think second or something.

Though i really wanted to play, or not, i suddenly had a stomachache.I think its the milk in the soybean drink. NOTE TO SELF: Never take milk, or other dairy products after meal. Will get sick.

Anyways, the runners were like, totally fast, especially Jolene. Must have got it from Shaun.XD Both are Thin/skinny and fast.

well, after that, we were practically sleepy. but we still had two more stops.

We went to some fishing port...where they catch the fish, do what ever they need to do with the fish, and send it to the market...etc.

Darn smelly. I had to throw away my school shoes. Its ten bucks anyway.
the fish and were like, cool. Literally, but it stank like hell. the moment i got out of the bus. Seriously, the moment i got out of the bus...i could smell the fishy-ness.

I really felt like barfing. but what i enjoyed is that i finally saw humongous cubes of ice!! XD

yeah. i had to take in a little air at a go, like through my mouth.

We were like, walking across the bridge..seeing almost everything. sharks, abalone, humongous fish whose name i do not know. salmon...just a lot, a lot, A LOT of fish.

Then, we were told that we could take a closer look. as in walk into the place . no on the bridge. but INTO the place.

I was like, left alone in my group so i just had to go.. Darn it.

Hell, no. I regretted it.

It was flooding icky fish water. Seeping into my shoes. soaking my socks.

well, a experience that I'll never like to experience again, and will never forget.

When we were done, i was whining about the icky fish water i had in my shoes. then my friend, Xue Zen asked if i wanted slippers. so i said yes. my, that felt better.

It was Ming's slipper. nice and cooling. We were told to get some shut eye while we head on to our last and final stop. East Coast park.

Candy came along and she fell asleep. 3 times.

We had our breakfast at mac, watched the sunrise and walked along the path near the beach, sec 2s only, hand in hand.

We started eating before the rest though. lol.

We went to the sand, started writing stuff, like the people in our group, in a heart shape, with little wings that i added. and i tried stone skipping!! And it skipped! TWICE!! YEAH!~

Took OTOT photos, as in every1.

Went back...slept from 8am to 6pm. about 9 hrs. lol.

So fun~~~

You just gotta love the events that they planned!

late. darn it.

2007-11-06T17:30:00.000-08:00

today is the streaming of results, and i was late.

not late for five minutes or so, but really late late. As in, 40 minutes late.
So, by the time i got there, it ended already.

thankfully, Ms Teo was still in the classroom, and i made it just in time.

Talked to her about appealing to get into express.
She then told me about three different girls whose average is like, near or above seventy.

the first girl had 69.3/69.7% and she was bent on getting into express. So were her parents. Fortunately, she got in but she was struggling like HELL on the first day of sec 2.

[oh and these girls got into express at the start of sec two, as in, their sec one results qualify for the express stream.]

Yeap, so in the end, she left the school as when you go from normal to express, you can't go back to normal again, so you have to retain.

The other story is about two girls, who got above 70% for their overall, and got into express together, as in, the same class. Cause, it like, you don't want to be the only girl from normal being transferred to express, plus, the girls can give each other support.

Now they're like, sec three going on sec four next year. and they're doing pretty well in their studies, even better than some of the express students.

so, after all this, Ms Teo recommend that i should not go to express, as its really tough there.
Darn it. I should have gotten into express at the start of sec 2.

Yeap. Then you know what? She asked me what was the reason that i wanted so much to get into express. A very touchy subject. And i almost cried when i told her the reason. How pathetic is that?!?!

Argh. Well, to sum up the touchyness, its like, my mom keeps comparing me with my sis/ bro, and etc. Yes. Horrible, ain't it?

Oh Plus it rained today, so i had a hunch(sp?)that something was bad was going to happen today. Well, not exactly bad BAD, but bad enough to make me unhappy.

Reading Frenzy!!!

2007-11-06T02:01:00.000-08:00

Yes!!
It begins!!

And this is like, the first time so far that I've completed like four books in a week!!
Now I'm currently reading Buffy the Vampire Slayer: the Evil That Men Do and Sweep: special edition!! XD
yes, I've never mentioned about sweep before, cause...

Its the new vol of books that I'm reading!! I thought it looked interesting, so yeap, the first book out of all the 14 books. Now I'm trying to get hold of the 4th book of the vol, but Toa Payoh library doesn't seem to have it currently.

Most probably borrowed by some sweep fan. >,< So now i have book 5, still waiting for the book 4, Dark magick.

Yeap. And i just borrowed another book today: sweep, special edition1! XD While waiting for book 4 to be returned, i shall finish my Buffy book and the new one i just borrowed.

I do hope that the person returns it soo, so that i can like, read it!! its like, the climax of the vol!! XD

Finally, back to life again.

2007-11-01T17:10:00.000-07:00

yeap. I'm finally gonna post something about my life,
and its done like today.

Cause, i found out that when i wanna post about something,
Its always not on the day that it happened.
so yea.XD

So, i woke up. as usual. [argh, why must i sign up for library duty today?]
yesh. i woke up at *.30. and that is like early, since it the holidays and all.

ate breakfast and set off to Toa Pay oh library.
Since I'm already running late, thanks to teen titans,
as the episode that was shown this morning is like so awesome,
I couldn't really take my eyes off it!!

Its like, all the teen titans members are captured by THE BRAIN,
all except one, beast boy.
[and some other people]
They then like, had this whole plan, fought off the big rock creature baddie.

unfortunately, Jericho [i think thats how its spelled]
gave it off, as the rock creature baddie ain't suppose to talk.
AT ALL. [imagine, life without talking...NOOOOooooo!!!]

yeap. they fought for their friends.

later, [sooner than i expected]

the titans were free and flash was doing a great job with putting the baddies on the conveyor belt, so that the spanish + and - little kids can freeze them. lol.

And flash brought Jinx too! [ aka his girl friend!! XD ]

okay, and thats...about where i switched off the tele and went off.

argh library duty. it sucks.
doing it alone.
only motivation: to get outta there alive, and earn tons of CIP hrs.

yesh. i had it straighten the books. omgosh, do you know how tiring it is?

i would prefer shelving of books, just like my other duty with ying and company.
yesh. i had to stand, squat, kneel and sit!! [sitting on the carpet floor?!]
man, its tiring, and after like, one hour plus, i think i straightened up about 3 and a half shelves. RAH.

Thanks goodness i shannen to torture tomorrow.
muahahahahahaaaaa!!

Oh and after all the pulling and the arranging and the hitting,
[ my knuckles are feeling the pain now X/ ]
i finally decided to stop at one.

man, i have like 2 to 3 more years to earn up to 100.
and i already have like,60+ hours?

so, after all the party of one torture in the library,
i stopped, to search for my fav books to read.
i think this is like, some record breaking thing [well to me it is]

Cause, like, I've already read about 4 books in a week..!!!
currently reading the 4th one now.

okay fine, i think I'm addicted to the sweep series.
and I'm on its 3rd book.
The other book i read was Buffy, the Vampire Slayer: Resurrecting Ravana.

go search for the summary yourself!! lol.

ah.. yeah. today. thats about it. ^v^

happy Halloween everyone! thought its like over and all... T,T"

Something I Found Interesting..

2007-10-31T16:55:00.000-07:00

"Beware the mage, and bid him well,
for he has powers beyond your ken."
-Witches, Warlocks, AND Mages,
Altus Polydarmus, 1618

"Beware the witch, for she will bind you with balck magick,
making you forget your home,
your loved ones, yea, even your own face."
-Words of Prudence, Terrance Hope, 1723

"Roam not at night,
for sorcerers use all phases of the moon for their craft.
Be you safe st home till the sun lights the sky
and drives evil into its lair again."
-Notes of a servant of god,
Brother Paolo Frederico, 1693

"They dance skyclad beneath the blood moon
in their unholy rites, and beware to any who bespy them, for you will turn to stone where you stand"
-Witches, warlocks, AND Mages,
Altus Polydarmus, 1618

"A witch may be a woman or man.
The feminine power is as fierce and terrifying as the masculine power,
and both are to be feared."
-There Are Witches Among Us,
Susanna Gregg, 1917

"They keep records of their deeds and write them in their books of shadows.
no mere mortal can read their unnatural codes,
for their words are for their kind alone."
-Hidden Evil,
Andrej Kwertowski, 1708

"In many villages, innocents turn to their local witch as a healer,
midwife, and sorceress.
I say, better to submit to the will of God,
for death must come to all in time."
-Mother Clare Michale,
from a letter to her niece, 1824

"There exists Seven Houses of Witchery.
They keep to themselves, marrying within their clans.
Their children are most unnatural,
with night-seeing eyes and inhuman powers."
-Witches, Mages, AND Warlocks,
Altus Polydarmus, 1618

"Each of the Seven Houses has a name and a craft.
An ordinary man has no hope against these witches:
better to commend yourself to God
than to engage in a battle with the Seven Clans."
-The Seven Great Clans,
Thomas Mack, 1845

"If a woman lies with a witch of the Seven Houses,
she will bear no child except he wills it.
If a man lies with a witch of the Seven Houses,
she will bear no child."
-The Ways of Witches,
Gunnar Thorvildsen, 1740

"Nights of a full moon or the new moon are
especially powerful for working magick."
-Practical Lunar Rituals,
Marek Hawksight, 1978

"Should you be caught amidst two warring clans,
lie belly to the earth and say your prayers."
-Old Scottish saying

"If you look,
you will see the ark of a house on its progeny.
These marks take many forms,
but a trained witchfinder can always discover one."
-Notes of a Servant of God,
Brother Paolo Frederico, 1693

"There is power in the plants of the earth and the animals,
in every living thing, in weather, in time, in motion.
If you are in tune with the universe,
you can tap into its power."
-To Be A Witch,
Sarah Morningstar, 1982

:There is no choice about being a witch.
Either you are or you aren't.
It's in the blood."
-Tim McClellan,
aka Feargus the Bright

"In 1217 witchfinders imprisoned a Vikraut witch.
Yet on the following morn the cell was empty.
Thus comes the saying 'Better to kill a witch three times
than to lock her up once,'
for a witch cannot be contained."
-Witches, Mages, AND Warlocks,
Altus Polydarmus, 1618

"Forget not that witches live among us
as neighbors, and practice their craft in secret,
even as we conduct honest, God-fearing lives."
-Witches, Mages, AND Warlocks,
Altus Polydarmus, 1618

"Witches can fly on their enchanted broomsticks,
fabricated not only for sweeping."
-Witches and Demons,
Jean-Lue Bellefleur, 1817

"Men are natural warriors,
but a woman in battle is truly bloodthirsty."
-Old Scottish saying

"Anytime you feel love for anything,
be it stone, tree, lover or child, you are touched by the Goddess's magick."
-Sabrina Falconwing,
in a San Francisco coffee shop, 1980

"Beware the witches' new year, their night of unholy rites.
It falls before All Saints' Eve.
On that day,
the line between this world and the next is thin,
easily broken."
-Witches, Mages, AND Warlocks,
Altus Polydarmus, 1618

Some stuff i found interesting. the link below tells you more on what i typed here.
Go check it out.
And find your true path in life...

http://www.wicca.com/celtic/wicca/wicca0.htm

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WERNIE!!!

2007-10-30T16:29:00.000-07:00

yes!!
this one is just for you!!

heh, i do admit that i do not know much about you, but enough to have you as my best friend![next to Jac of course]
soooooooo...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!
Its your 14th birthday!! yay!!! I thank you for everything!!
The wonderful memories, the time spent together will always be remembered!!

Oh yeah,

Here's a fresh pot of your favourite tea that i just brewed this morning [with some help from the tea Goddess]!! But unlike any other tea, this tea has a very special ingredient that was added in it =) : Love
hope that this specially made tea will make up for not wishing you happy birthday yesterday!!

Though your birthday may be over
and you wished it was never over..

even if you tried countless ways to make time stop
no matter what you have done,
or what you'll do..

Time doesn't wait for you

There's another way,
Plus, you've already done it today

Remember my dear Friend.
All you need to do, is remember.

Its not the day itself that makes it special...
Instead its the things that you do on that day,
and whom you've spent it with that makes it special...

So..

Remember all your friends

Remember what they did

Most of all, remember that they'll always be there

Through thick
and thin~~

Happy birthday Wernie

From your friend with loads of love,
Melina

a awesome cake
Just for you
with lots and lots of love
And
With a little help from the computer
and no thanks to blogger. XD

Thank you!!!

2007-10-26T21:14:00.000-07:00

Yes, Shannen. This POST is dedicated to YOU!!

yeah. i really do thank you for all the things you've taught me [ yes you taught me stuff ]
and all this time, you were helping me!!

haha, i don't know what to say.

yeah. You tried to make me happy when I'm feeling down when you're feeling, urm, well, Downer. I mean, who could possibly do it as how you do it? * hugs*

Now its my turn. I have to get you out of this " I'm so depressed mood" and all.

quote from Flowers for Algernon, "Soon, it has to be soon."

Cheer up!! You did better than a lot others and I'm sure your Mother is very proud of you. Same goes to your grandma. ^^ Come on, smile!!!

Its not the end of the world, as what Wernie just said to me, you still can do it!!!

There's still a chance!! Now, all it takes is a little MORE effort from you, and let God [ yes, God, the Almighty God ] take care of everything else.

Have faith woman!! Have faith!! =)

ICE-SKATING!!! MUSTRY! [part four]

2007-10-26T20:40:00.000-07:00

YES. i know. this is LOOOOOOONG.

Yeap. so after skating continuously. and skating and skating!!

You know what happened?

This stranger person just snowballed us. no, you read properly.'
SNOWBALLED!!!

Haha, one moment i was trying to skate till my legs ache, the next moment i feel coldness on my head, and saw little pieces of ice on Shannen's head.

Man, i thought she'd freak out or something... cause HER HAIR: PRECIOUS

yea. how did it happened?

well, you know when you stop after skating like, really really fast? the ice will go "shroosh!!" and it will fly! yeah. this random person gathered the ice , rolled it up and threw it at us.

oh and the really "HOW DID IT HAPPENED?!?!?!" is cause, the random person was aiming for the girl who was coming up soon. unfortunately, he missed and the snowball hit us instead. XD

yesh. by that time, i was still trying to skate. NOW I'M LEFT WITH FIVE DAYS MORE TO IRRITATE MY MOM SO THAT I CAN GO SKATING AGAIN!!

PS: sorry if ya think its like boring or so, but the excitement/happiness was like fading away and it was almost gone when when i posted these few posts.

PRAISE THE LORD!!

2007-10-25T17:45:00.000-07:00

I can't believe my ears!!!

I GOT INTO EXPRESS MATHS!!! and of course.... ENGLISH!!

I'm like, so darn happy!

Reason being because I've been doing not so good but okay results for the past years of my life, and i didn't expect my self to reach the 70% overall mark! [ even though i only 70%, but its still good!! XD ]

Plus i got into ENGLISH TOO! [ and i though my English was like >,< ]

YOU KNOW WHAT?!?!

Shannen got in too! *hugs/congratulates her like mad* She finally got in!! I was overjoyed to the max when i found out that both of us got in, and since i don't have a wide range of words to describe happiness, so, i can't descibe in words!!

WHEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee[ man this is slow ]eeeeeeEEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeee!!!

XD *hyperness taking over*

ICE-SKATING!!! MUSTRY! [part three]

2007-10-24T17:22:00.000-07:00

Yay. promise kept. I really think that i can finish this post by today!! ^v^

so, yeap, she just kept skating, and skating, AND SKATING!!! Do you know how annoying that is? And no, i can just shout " hey you! Yeah, you in the yellow shirt, and re bonded hair!! Were you the one who told me to bend my knees?"

That would be like so totally Random, not to mention, embarrassing.
So yeah. i had to skate faster, and finally, oh gosh, finally, i caught up with her....cause..she stopped..yeah. I asked, and man, was it embarrassing.

It was like, imagine a stranger walks up to you and asks some random question.

so totally random.

ah. i can't keep my promise. well, i do hope i can finish this by tomorrow. >.<

real sorry for the readers who really want to find out what happened.

Is there even any readers out there?

I'm back yall!

okay. i know, I'll update more when its the holidays, thats like, will be starting officially TOMORROW!!

Hmmm, *reads* ahhh~ so thats where I've stopped.

Yeap. Random.

So, Shannen and i continued to find the mystery person who told me to bend my knees. yeap. Skating and Skating...Then yeah. i noticed that one female person wearing yellow was missing in action at the moment [ yes, she IS the person who told me to bend my knees!! >,< ]

Shannen then said " its either she went off, or she's just wearing a black jacket." And there was indeed a female wearing a yellow shirt, wearing a black jacket behind!

Unfortunately , at that moment, i hadn't got the guts to turn back to ask her yet, so i continued to search for the mystery person. Skating and more skating.

After countless rounds of skating, [ approximately 8.55pm ] i finally decided to skate up to the person to ask if SHE really was that person who told me to bend my knees.

[ man, how many time have i said that whole sentence already? Someone please help me to count and put it up on the tag board. No prizes for that. Just something random. ]

And she was. XD

yeah. So as i was skating, i noticed that my skates could move like ~. Finally. It was suppose to be like that at the start. And i could Skate!! OMGosh!! I could skate!! Like, for only a while>,< But still! i could skate!!

Well, i could skate for a a little while cause the jagged edges kept hitting the ice, hence, slowing me down.

OKAY. gotta end here. Can't contain my happiness for today!

ICE-SKATING!!! MUSTRY! [part two]

2007-10-23T18:48:00.000-07:00

Okay!! I'm back!!

As i was saying..

YAY, you know what?

I went ice-skating yesterday( which is approximately 4 days ago )!!

Yeap.

At first, when you put on the skates, your ankles will start to hurt a little, or A LOT, fortunately you'll get used to it. Unfortunately, I'm still not used to it yet, so it still hurts, even after about two hours of trying to skate, it still hurts.

well, shannen and i started off at the barriers, where she told me to try, just try to walk with the skates, as if you were just like, well. walking normally.it feels like walking on platforms, so she says, and its true.

It was actually very scary at first, really, VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY SCAAAAAARY.I just kept holding on to the barriers...

Plus, i almost fell. not the " AH! I'm wobbly and about to fall!" kind [that would only last for like a few seconds then I'll be stable again], but the major fall. BACKWARDS. Luckily, i didn't, and the surprising thing was, that she could actually support me! [cause I'm like, 10.5kg heavier than her]

And that happened like, more than three times!! XD
but it was quite okay as Shannen was near by.well, most of the time..

So, after trying to walk but failing, and intro about the skates and the jagged edges, i manged to walk one full round. Guessed how many time did she skate pass me? 5 TIMES. that means, I'm like really slow.

Then she said "this time, try to make it 4 rounds"
lol. what happens next you ask? I didn't do it in 4 rounds.

Not 3,

Not 2,

Not 1,

But 6 rounds. I think when i was trying so hard to skate faster that the jagged edges kept hitting the ice, and when the jagged edges hits the ice, you slow down. It's either that, or you feel wobbly or just fall [if the jagged edges hit the ice and it when a little in].

I also found out that i was a pure Rightie. As in, my right hand/ leg does most of the work. So, my left foot was the one that i could lift up and change the direction, while the right was for support, and sliding. Its just so hard to lift it up. lol.

now i know why. WHY? Because i'm putting all my weight on it. >.<

yea.

when i was doing my rounds, suddenly this female person told me to bend my knees. Cause there was like a little lesson [ that costs S$200+ PER LESSON ] going on in the rink. Plus I'm a stiff stick so it did took me quite a while to bend my knees while trying to skate.

yeap. I then continued to skate/ walk with the skates around. and around.
then i decided to thank the person who told me to bend my knees [ like after so long, well, not that long, but you get what i mean, don't you? ].

Now, the only problem was to find her. WHY? She's wearing a yellow shirt and i see quite a number of people wearing yellow shirt. Including Shannen. I thought i found her. after trying so hard to catch up with the person whom i thought told me to bend my knees, it turned out to be the wrong person. >.<

I TRIED SO HARD JUST TO CATCH UP WITH THAT PERSON WHOM I THOUGHT TOLD ME TO BEND MY KNEES!! are you getting confused?lol.
she was like, a few meters away from me. and she kept skating!! Argh.

Once again, i ran out of time to finish this post. will be up by tomorrow!! PROMISE!!

ICE-SKATING!!! MUSTRY! [part one]

2007-10-20T18:18:00.000-07:00

YAY, you know what?

I went ice-skating yesterday!!

...okay, i do not have much time to finish this post, so you can check it out at this website:

http://twilight-reflection.deviantart.com/

it is under journal entries, and its on the same page. ^^

yea. XD

when I have the time, I'll edit this post okay?

seeya!

SPEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeD!!

2007-10-18T17:28:00.000-07:00

Yeap.

I have a need for speed.

Lol.

Okay, you know what?

I stood in class for almost the whole day!!

WHY?

CAUSE, i played speed for the whole day.

and i think i'm getting faster!!

yay!!

I won shannen for 2 WHOLE ROUNDS!!!

Yay!!

Btw, for those who have no idea, whatsoever who Shannen is...

Here>>>>>>Shannen is my very close friend!!!!

Yeah. Then My other friend, Meghan, came over and taught us how to play SPEED with 3 people.

And yea.

3 people speed is fun!

ITS A MUST TRY GAME!!

WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooooooooo!!

You know what?

Go on. Guess what .

RANDOM PERSON: what???
ME: i said GUESS! you idiot!! lol

Wait, what was it again??
okay, i forgot...lol.

*blackout*

...Still can't remember.
oh well. i'll edit this post when i remember what i 4got.

WAIT!!!

I remembered!!

SPEED is the mostly played game during post-exam periods!

YAY FOR THE PERSON WHO INVENTED SPEED!!

Kingdom Hearts

2007-10-11T20:45:00.000-07:00

!!!
i just love kh!
its so nice,
with awesome characters,
great storyline,
that hooks me up everytime!!

but recently, i found out something.
i found out that,

I LOST MY BELOVED KINGDOM HEARTS PS2 GAME!
No, not KH2.
KH1.

i would be out of my mind to misplace the KH2 game.
i've yet to get the ultima weapon.
PLus, i would really like to defeat Sephiroth.
TWICE.

Once at the hercules place
( i can't spell the name of that place ^^")
and the other at Radient Gardens.
which is some where near the place
where you had to fight about a thousand heartless,
and man, was that fun. wanna do it again.

It holds wonderful memories,
of not only about the game
but my friends too.

and the efford i put in.
all the time, the nagging from my mom(shh..).

Now i have to get a new one.

*sobs*

lol, Kingdom Hearts

2007-10-11T00:40:00.001-07:00

also one of my favs. LMAO!!

Kingdom Hearts 300

2007-10-10T20:16:00.001-07:00

this ia like, one of the best kh videos i've ever watched!
hope yall enjoy it too!

I am a girl like you

2007-10-08T12:54:00.000-07:00

PRINCESS ANNELIESE (SPOKEN):
I’m savoring my first and last taste of freedom
Before getting married next week to a total stranger...

ERIKA (SPOKEN):
At least you’re not an indentured servant.

PRINCESS ANNELIESE (SPOKEN):
Indentured servant?

ERIKA:
If I'd like to have my breakfast hot
Madame Carp will make me pay
And I have to fetch the eggs myself
And the barn's a mile away
It's cold and wet and still I get
An omlette on my plate
But in my head I'm back in bed
Snuggled up and sleeping late

PRINCESS ANNELIESE (SPOKEN):
Really?

ERIKA (SPOKEN):
Really, but it’s alright. I mean, I’m used to it.
And you?

PRINCESS ANNELIESE (SPOKEN):
Well...

ERIKA (SPOKEN):
Well?

PRINCESS ANNELIESE:
If I want some eggs I ring the bell
And the maid comes running in
And she serves them on a silver tray
And she brings a cookie tin
And while I eat, she rubs my feet
And strolling minstrels play
But I'd rather be in my library reading science books all day

ERIKA:
I'm just like you

PRINCESS ANNELIESE:
You are?

ERIKA:
You're just like me
There's somewhere else we'd rather be
Somewhere that's ours
Somewhere that dreams come true
Yes, I am a girl like you

You'd never think that it was so
But now I've met you and I know
It's plain as day, sure as the sky is blue
That I am a girl like you

PRINCESS ANNELIESE (SPOKEN):
So! You’re a singer?

ERIKA (SPOKEN):
No, I work at Madame Carp’s penitentiary, uh, I mean Dress Emporium.

PRINCESS ANNELIESE (SPOKEN):
I love Madame Carp’s Dresses!

ERIKA (SPOKEN):
I made the one you’re wearing.

PRINCESS ANNELIESE (SPOKEN):
You made this? The design looks so complicated!

ERIKA (SPOKEN):
Oh, but it isn’t really...

ERIKA:
First I choose a fabric from the rack
And I pin the pattern down
And I stitch it in the front and back
And it turns into a gown

PRINCESS ANNELIESE:
I wear the gown, without my crown
And dance around my room

BOTH:
And imagine life without the strife of an unfamiliar groom

PRINCESS ANNELIESE (SPOKEN):
But I’d never let my Mother know.
I wouldn’t want to disappoint her.

ERIKA (SPOKEN):
I completely understand.

PRINCESS ANNELIESE & (ERIKA):
I'm just like you (I think that's true)
You're just like me (Yes, I can see)

BOTH:
We take responsibility

PRINCESS ANNELIESE & (ERIKA):
We carry through (We carry through)

BOTH:
Do what we need to do
Yes, I am a girl like you

ERIKA & (PRINCESS ANNELIESE):
I'm just like you (I'm just like you)
You're just like me (You're just like me)

BOTH:
It's something anyone can see

ERIKA & (PRINCESS ANNELIESE):
A heart that beats (A heart that beats)

BOTH:
A voice that speaks the truth
Yes, I am a girl like you!

Its written in your heart

2007-10-08T12:50:00.000-07:00

And you're always free to begin again
And you're always free to believe
When you find the place
That your heart belongs
You'll never leave

You and I will always be
Celebrating life together
I know I have found a friend forever more
Love is like a melody
One that I will always treasure
Courage is the key that opens every door

Though you may not know
Where your gifts may lead
And it may not show at the start
When you live your dreams
You'll find destiny
Is written in your heart

Though you may not know
Where your gifts may lead
And it may not show at the start
When you live your dream
You'll find destiny
Is written in your heart

Free...

2007-10-08T12:30:00.000-07:00

ANNELIESE:
All my life I've always wanted
To have one day just for me
Nothing to do and for once nowhere I need to be
With no lessons, lords, or lunches
Or to-do list in the way
No one to say when to eat or read or leave or stay
That would be the day

ERIKA: All my life I've always wanted
To have one day for myself
Not waking up with a pile of work on every shelf
With no hems in need of pressing
And no sleeves in disarray
No wedding gown with a thousand stitches to crochet
And no debt to pay

ERIKA (SPOKEN):
Huh! Madame Carp!

MADAME CARP (SPOKEN):
What do you think I’m running here, a cabaret?

ERIKA (SPOKEN):
I would have said a debtor’s prison.

MADAME CARP (SPOKEN):
Keep laughing, you’ll be working for me for another 37 years.

ERIKA (SPOKEN):
But I already paid off more then half!

MADAME CARP (SPOKEN):
But there’s interest isn’t there?
Your parents should have thought of that before they borrowed so much.

ERIKA (SPOKEN):
They did it to feed me!

MADAME CARP (SPOKEN):
Their mistake.

ERIKA:
What would it be like to be

PRINCESS ANNELIESE:
What would it be like to be

ERIKA:
Free

PRINCESS ANNELIESE:
Free

Free to try crazy things

ERIKA:
Free from endless IOU's

ANNELIESE:
Free to fly

ERIKA:
Free to sing

ANNELIESE:

And marry whom I choose

QUEEN (SPOKEN):
I’m so sorry, my darling, but as you know it is vital that you marry King Dominic.
It is the only way to take care of our people.

ANNELIESE (SPOKEN):
I know, it’s my duty.

QUEEN (SPOKEN):
Ah! And look another engagement gift!

ANNELIESE:
You would think that I'm so lucky
That I have so many things
I'm realizing that every present comes with strings

ERIKA:
Though I know I have so little
My determination's strong
People will gather around the world to hear my song

WOMAN: Can I come along?

ANNELIESE:
Now I fear I'll never be

ERIKA:
Soon I will forever be

BOTH:
Free

I close my eyes and feel myself fly a thousand miles away
I could take flight but would it be right
My conscience tells me stay

ANNELIESE:
I'll remain forever royal

ERIKA:
I'll repay my parent's debt

BOTH:
Duty means doing the things your heart may well regret

ANNELIESE:
But I'll never stop believing

ERIKA:
She can never stop my schemes

BOTH:
There's more to living than gloves and gowns and threads and seams
In my dreams I'll be free

If you love me for me.

2007-10-07T21:41:00.000-07:00

ERIKA:
Once a lass met a lad
You're a gentle one, said she
In my heart I'd be glad
If you loved me for me

You say your love is true
And I hope that it will be

DOMINIC:
I'd be sure, if I knew
That you loved me for me

ERIKA:
Could I be the one you're seeking?
Will I be the one you choose? Can you tell my heart is speaking?
My eyes will give you clues

DOMINIC:
What you see may be deceiving
Truth lies underneath the skin

ERIKA:
Hope will blossum by believing

BOTH:
The heart that lies within

DOMINIC:
I'll be yours
Together we shall always be as one
If you love me for me

SAME TIME:

ERIKA:
Who can say where we'll go
Who canpromise what will be
But I'll stay by your side

DOMINIC:
I'll be yours
Together we shall always
Be as one

BOTH:
If you love me for me
If you love me for me

To be a princess

2007-10-07T12:46:00.000-07:00

JULIAN (SPOKEN):
Now remember,
No nagging, bragging, sweating, fretting, slipping, tripping,
Slurping, burping, twittering or frittering allowed.
Stay Present, stay pleasant, stay proud.

JULIAN:
To be a princess
Is to know which spoon to use
To be a princess
Is to own a thousand pairs of shoes
To maintain a regal gait
Leave the parsley on your plate
And be charming but detached
And yet amused
To be a princess
Is to never be confused

Do a plié and never fall
Don't ever stray from protocol
All through the day
There's just one way
You must behave
Do keep a grip and never crack
Stiff upper lip and arch the back
Bend from above
And always wear your gloves
And wave

Shoulders back and
Tummy in and
Pinky out and
Lift the chin and
Slowly turn the head from side to side

ERIKA:
I see now

JULIAN:
Breathing gently
Stepping lightly
Smile brightly
Nod politely
Never show a thing you feel inside
Glide!

To be a princess
Is to always look your best
To be a princess
Is to never get to rest
Sit for a portrait, never squirm
Sleep on a mattress extra firm
Speak and be clever
Never at a loss for words
Curtsy to every count and lord
Learn how to play the harpsichord
Sing lullabies and always harmonize in thirds

BOTH:
Thirds, thirds

JULIAN:
And
She has beautiful eyes
Your spirits rise
When she walks in the room

ERIKA:
I see

JULIAN:
Doors close
And the chemistry grows
She's like a rose
That's forever in bloom

JULIAN & (ERIKA):
Do a plié and don't
(Ever ever ever fall)
Never show dismay
(And be there when people call)
Be prepared whatever royal life will bring
Do keep a grip and don't
(Ever ever ever crack)
Take a dainty sip
(Never ever turn your back)
There's a time and place and way for everything

To be a princess
Is to never make your bed
To be a princess
Is to always use your head

hairspray!

2007-09-11T01:48:00.000-07:00

gotta watch!! great movie, awesome actors/actresses in it!!

PLUS, ZAC EFRON IS IN IT! lol.

yeah. He sings better than in high school musical one.

He is cute^^

Yeah. though i missed like, the first one hour of the high school musical 2. GREAT MOVIE!

must watch!!

last day to update a lot!!

2007-09-08T18:54:00.000-07:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

this is the last day!!

no com, no com no COMPUTER TILL HOLIDAYS!!
(which is actually, like october 26th)

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! *Faints*

oh yeah, speaking of computer, my dad brought home a new a new monitor!!
Flat screen!!

Plus i think the printer is about to be repaired..so yeah.

*sobs*

no com... must play till i go kaboom!!

losing...to....speak...proper....english...!!

haha.

lol.

yeah.

i

think

this

will

be

the

last

post

for

today

.

toodles!

Thanks to you all!!

2007-09-08T03:00:00.001-07:00

yeah!

I've got people to thank again!!

They my bestest friend, WERN CHING and JAC!
Unfortunately, after calling my friend "Jac" for all these years,
I seem to have forgotten how to spell her full name. lol.

They've stuck with me(like super glue) through thick and thin, and also been with me for like most of my life, and i'm really glad that i've found them!

Cause...

"Friends are hard to find, but i'm glad that i found you!

Also..

"God sent us angels, but they don't have wings.
They're called Friends"!!

love you all and ...

Pray for her!!

2007-09-07T17:28:00.000-07:00

Online prayer request!
Brought to you by ME!!

hey yall!!

1) please pray for our dearest Kenna!!!

Pray that she'll continued to walk with God despite the ups and downs in her life
,or whatever thats stopping her from doing what she does best. Also, that wherever she may be, let others see God through her! Let her continue to shine for God and not be discouraged when life throws stuff at her that is so horrible and she does not know what to do, pray for her!

conclusion: PRAY FOR HER!

2)Please pray for all who are seriously mugging!!

Pray that they 'll be able to find strength in God to continue mugging and that when the time comes, that they'll be granted peace in their hearts and mind and wisdom to complete the paper. Whatever the outcome is, remember that god is always with you, and whatever he does always have a reason. Only God can see the big picture!

3) Pray for all who have not accepted Christ!

Pray that each and everyone of us will have the courage to be able to spread the gospel, and bring in more people to accept Christ, so that they may be saved!!
John 3:16

Thanks to you all!

2007-09-07T17:10:00.000-07:00

Hey Charlene! Guess what?

This post is dedicated to you!! ^^

You're always there
When i need you
And when others need you too

You wear a smile on your face
And it feels good to see your smile
It brightens up my day, ya know?

You offer your help to someone in need,
To friends, to strangers and many more!

You pray for us here and there
though we forget to pray for you..

We might not know you,
or we don't even talk

BUT...

You'll always be that sister..

A sister to us,

to lend that helping hand!!

thank you!

So, continue to be yourself, and do not be discouraged!! * hugs*

Thank to you all!!

2007-09-07T16:49:00.000-07:00

hey yall!!

Thanks for being so caring towards me for the past few weeks or so!

Special thanks to Cindy and Charlene!

( since the post is too long, I'll thank Charlene in the next post)

Cause both of them have been praying for me and encouraging me while i was about to crack and also after when I'm done cracking myself up they still continued to pray for me!

Well, it all started out a week before the exams, when i was mugging like hell and when you talk to me, the first thing you'll hear me say is: Have you studied??

So like, almost everyday I'll wake up around 3 to 4.30am(latest!!) to prepare for exams and the night before would be like this:

no computer and or watching the television. Then i would study till ten or so( depending on what time I'll be waking up) and I'll tell myself that I'll make up for the today's qt tomorrow.

Unfortunately, that "tomorrow" didn't come at all. Even though it was after exams i still went about telling myself tomorrow. I'll do it TOMORROW.

Then came Sunday. Service just ended and it was time for lunch. as usual, i sat down with Hui qi for lunch. Then Cindy came up to me and asked how i was doing and i told her about what I've been doing and not doing.

Yea. The following day i did do my qt, but i fell asleep while reading the book of Corinthians. This continued till i felt like killing myself for not doing qt.

I really felt empty. I felt like i had a hallow heart ( no, I didn't turn into a hallow), and that life had no meaning as it just goes by like that.

I then realized, that i had to start doing qt, or suicidal thoughts would be next
(I kept bringing my own confidence down).. yea

I read, and continued since then. Seriously, I'm not joking.

I realized that all the solutions to my problems were always there. Everything i need need.

The word of God: It can do miraculous things to your life.

Love yall!

I'm back !!

2007-09-03T16:08:00.000-07:00

okay, urm well..
its the holidays! lets not celebrate!
this week's equation is:

STUDY + BREAK - BREAK = STUDY

yup. this whole week is full of studying.
i think i did too much science, my brain is about to explode.>.<
yea about my life so far...

i joined Dumbledore's army!!
okay fine, i joined it quite sometime ago..
and i also finished the last book!!
so sad.
no more harry potter books to read! >,<
oh well.
i shall not reveal the ending for those who have not read it yet!!
( but you must read!! READING IS GOOD!! READING IS GOOD!!)

i'm in griffindor by the way! yay!

okay well.
since i was suppose to update my blog like, after the mid years..
i apologise for those who kept coming here to check out what i've been doing.
I tried!! Unfortunately, my com's internet connection thingy had some problems,
so i had to call in my friend, lawernce!! ( for the YMers, its the older one. The drummer, not Kenna's dad. Yeah i know his name is also lawernce.) there are sure quite a lot of lawernces!

lol. okay. yeah after that. The com was fixed and me and my friend, Shannen, switched passwords so that we could update if any of our blogs were dead for the time being.
So, the past few updates are not mine. As you can see, my english is not as Profound as hers! ^^

Okay. life is as usual. I quitted band, caused of the pressure and senior's teaching. Don't blame her though. It's also partly my fault for being so unsociable.
okay?? Smilez everyone! Life's not over There's still hope somewhere!

Yea i quitted band and joined Arts Alive, and i just completed some photography lesson.

Then i had CA. Major mugging in progress. i had to wake up at like, 4am (estimated time) to study every day during that week and the week b4. At most the earliest would be 3am. Thank goodness the papers were only testing like, the basics and stuff. So i think for this CA the results would be quite okay.

~~INTERMISSION~~

Unfortunately, i failed my chinese cause i didn't study..

WAIT just let me finish the sentence!
i failed my chinese cause i didn't study the textbook.
yea. That was the only paper i got back.
Okay the rest of the papers are like, darn easy. especially maths.
It was like doing some past year primary school paper.
Okay, i'm exaggerating it but still, it was easy, with a capital 'E'

I think that's about it. Gonna stop now cause i only have about half an hour left to play cake mania( some diner dash related game).

toodles!!

i like both of them okay? plus i think these pics are nicely done...

oh crap.

2007-08-29T09:01:00.000-07:00

oh my crap!
today's the science CA!!

major freakout going on!!

quote from flowers for Algernon:
"Oh God, Please Don't Take It All Away..."
all the last minute mugging i mean.

ah! finally. btw, this is Melina here ^v^
ahaha. i've been told by ben. too much faces man.
(okay fine, just rephrasing what he said)

ahhhhhh!
i'm not done with the revising yet!!
oh my, and look what i'm doing!
using the com when i'm suppose to be studying!!

i gotta work i gotta work or whatever i'll do,
it will never work!!
i want to get to express!!
3/3!!! 3/7!!!

wahh! out.

dying from major stress here.
"oh god, please don't take it all away"

REVIVAL

2007-08-28T02:10:00.000-07:00

actually i'm feeling kind of dead right now...
but don't worry this isn't Mel
but... but.... but.... she asked me if i updated this... so i'm taking that as indirect permission! =)

oh and Mel, if you don't like this being here then you can just delete it! haha =)

this blog needs to stay alive!!!
it's living on tubes and machines and a string from a typewriter!
i am trying to help it recover!
heh=D

btw this post is here for REDUNDANT reasons
oh no wait that's not right.
it's more like... this post is REDUNDANT

kk
XD

REVIVAL OF THE DEAD

2007-08-23T21:13:00.000-07:00

hehehaha
Shannen here.
Nope not Melina

Shannen is Melina's frienddddd

I am updating her blog for her after its recent brief revival. I am here to keep it alive so it doesn't die again..

death is a fate worst than life
HAHAHAHA
no, actually, life is a fate worst than death

HAHAHAHAH

LIVE LIVE LIVE LIVE
ohoh oh

the DEVIL is a symbol of death right??
well, LIVED spelt backwords is DEVIL
Melina:yay!livelivelive!!!!!

okay, interruption ceased.

well, LIVED is the PAST TENSE
LIVE would be EVIL

wow. so much for life is good.

WELLLLLL THENNN

Melina's blog has finally been revived and in school of all places in the world. I assume i will be coming back soon since she doesn't use the computer very much.

YAY LIVE

revive man!! darn it.

2007-08-21T23:13:00.001-07:00

heyall!!!

i know all of you have been bugging me to revive my blog, so here i am!!
yeah, its almost end of school now so nothing muchg to blog about.
except that....

[to be continued]

revive man!! darn it.

2007-08-21T23:13:00.000-07:00

Exercise junky here!

2007-06-23T22:00:00.000-07:00

hey there!
yeap, i'm back.
i wanted to update after my exams but i was feeling lazy!! >.<

Oh my gosh, i can't believe that i'm getting lazier these days..
i'm now a half exercise-holic.
used to be like real fit. like really really fit.
now its not so but, yea.
gonna run everyday!^^

everyday workout schedule:
20-30 push ups
run for 10 mins or more
40 sit ups
lifting of dumbells: 30-50

hope

Diablo 2

2007-05-19T10:39:00.000-07:00

Yep!! as you can see, or not..i'm back to gaming!!! finally, i'm free!! i have freedom!! FREEDOM i tell ya, FREEDOM! or so i think it is.. ^^"

Though i've played this like 4 or 5 time, or even more..i just can't seem to pass the third act!! i'll always get stuck at the third quest: khalim's will.its so darn tough to find those parts! Even if i did manage to find them,i still have to pass the council members!! Then there's the Mephisto-studpid Mephisto!!-ahhhh!

So, yeah. even if i can't get pass them. I still can give it a try, right?? Plus, i'm starting to like paladin.^^ for his skills and all. He has really awsome ones that are able to aid you till the end of the game!! For example, Thorns. it can return the damage like...okay i'm lazy to check the book so its just a lot of percentage returned, unlike Holy fire, which is totally useless against the monsters on the later acts. well, still kinda good for now but yeah, for about two acts only.

Plus, he has like, resist fire, cold and lighting!! how cool is that!? While the other players have to worry about which armor should they buy to resist...for example, Andariel. You need poison resistance, but all Paladin needs to do is to put some skill points into Cleansing and he'll be alright. But not too much though, PLAYERS!!! DO NOT WASTE YOUR SKILL POINTS!!

Yep, and i just killed Duriel, which is so fun, cause i know, my bro can't do it! he even asked for my help! lol.yeah and i'm on my way to act three!! Wish me luck for the quests there!! ^^

PRAY FOR HER!!

2007-03-07T20:22:00.000-08:00

Pray for susu!!

pray that she'll get well soon..
and that she wouldn't CRACK under pressure..

pray that her wound may heal..
so that she may return back to school.

please! pray for her!! must remember!!

must okay!! MUST!! ^^

No one ever seems to notice..

2007-03-06T18:25:00.000-08:00

Really. no one seems to notice me in my class...
except for the few random ppl..

..been dropping out from click by click.
even one little problem..that could be corrected..
led to the breaking off of one of my closest and dearest click.

with HER in it. - i shall not specify who though -
i've told her everything-well almost.-
and she told me like, everything..literally!!

plus i went under her influence..
i spoke differently..
thought differently..
did things differently..

and now i lost all.
have been sitting alone..
lately..

until i went back to my 2nd click.

and things went well form then onwards..
verything went back to the same..
plus today was the day that i told my mom my results..

and she's out to bann me form the com. if this goes on..
she's gonna drive me nutz.
i did my best. i studied and slept and studied again.
i made notes.
all but one sub.
i failed that idiotic sub
that sub that i hate most
HISTORY.

that sub. i did had enpught time to tudy for.
that sub !!
that sub!!
ahhh

its causing chaos

just because of that mark i got.
just because of that
i did all i could
i wished i could go back in time

then none of this would have happened.
i can DIE right this second.
with no one knowing.

a wondering soul

SOOOOO NEGATIVE...

i got back my resukts..not happy with it.
no mood to tell the world.
no mood to talk.
i just got the mood to die.

ahh...

save me dear Lord.
from this hatred, this pain.
and take them all away,
so i may live happily again..
no more arguments Lord,
no more pain
just me and you..
in that heavenly place..

FAMILY

2007-03-03T22:15:00.000-08:00

F A M I L Y
I ran into a stranger as he passed by,
"Oh excuse me please" was my reply.

He said, "Please excuse me too;
I wasn't watching for you."

We were very polite, this stranger and I.
We went on our way and we said goodbye.

But at home a different story is told,
How we treat our
loved ones, young and old.

Later that day, cooking the evening meal,
My son stood beside me very still.

When I turned, I nearly knocked him down.
Move out of the way," I said with a frown.

He walked away, his little heart broken.
I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken.

While I lay awake in bed,God's still small voice came to me and said,
"While dealing with a stranger,common courtesy you use,
but the family you love, you seem to abuse.

Go and look on the kitchen floor,You'll find some flowers there by the door.
Those are the flowers he brought for you.
He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue.

He stood very quietly not to spoil the surprise,you never saw the tears that filled his little eyes."
By this time, I felt very small,
And now my tears began to fall.

I quietly went and knelt by his bed;
"Wake up, little one, wake up," I said.

"Are these the flowers you picked for me?"He smiled,
"I found 'em, out by the tree.

I picked 'em because they're pretty like you.
I knew you'd like 'em, especially the blue."

I said, "Son, I'm very sorry for the way I acted today;
I shouldn't have yelled at you that way."

He said, "Oh, Mom, that's okay. I love you anyway."
I said, "Son, I love you too,and I do like the flowers,
especially the blue."

FAMILY

Are you aware that if we died tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of days.. But the family we left behind will feel the lossfor the rest of their lives.

And come to think of it, we pour ourselves moreinto work than into our own family, an unwise investment indeed, don't you think? So what is behind the story?
Do you know what the word FAMILY means?
FAMILY = (F)ATHER (A)ND (M)OTHER (I) (L)OVE (Y)OU

HAAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

2007-03-02T06:58:00.001-08:00

Hey Jin Wei!!! happy birthady!! hope you like this cake!! DOT ART STYLE!!

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okay, the cake has 3 FLAVOURS.
Blue berry
Chocolate
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Strawberry!!

HOPE YA LIKE IT!!!

happy birthday to you!
happy birthday to you!
happy birthday
happy birthday...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!

happy 22nd b'dae!!!! MAY GOD BLESS YOU RICHLY ON YOUR BIRTHDAY!!

a KMb'dae production!! copyright!!

i'm not invisible (2)

2007-02-26T21:04:00.000-08:00

t/dao me all you want.

i'd rather be alone with the Father above.
no click, no nothing.

no bestie, no nothing.

just a hard cold empty shell..
that refuses to open to the outside world.

yea so?
everyone refuses to talk to me.

looks like i've gained the title of " the most disliked person in the class"
(other than that toot hillary and the other toot christabel, whose name doesn't even have the authority to be on my blog)

hao xin mei hao bao.

that is sooo true. i've done my best. history is repeating itself again.
i hate history.
it's chasing me like hell. making my life so miserable.
so much that it has gone skin-deep.
so much that i can't take it anymore.
so much that i wanna....-

so much that i've forgotten everything that i've learnt.
so much that i've forgotten the loving God that has always been by my side.
so much that...

so much that...

...

~FOUND: SOUL LOST~

i'm not invisible

2007-02-26T20:46:00.000-08:00

hey if you don't like me tell me.
don't like, :

A:hey i don't like her, can you be her partner?
B: *slight nod*

its so unfair. what if the other person doesn't like her too
and she has to do it cause she doesn't want to spoil the friendship between them?

Plus that shows that you didn't think about the other party,
( i know i didn't. SORRY WERNIE)
and you just thought that it would be alright for her to be her partner. that's just so unfair.

So if you don't like me. tell me . speak the truth.
i'm fine with it.
if you don't wanna feel the burn, talk to me when i'm feeling better.
if not, go ahead and flood my tagboard. i won't bite.

yes i'm referring to you, TRICIA TAN LEO.
you hate me? you dislike me? tell me straight to MY FACE, you coward.
Don't just tell her that you dislike me.
she has nothing whatsoever in this whole thing.

HUGE APOLOGY TO WERNIE.
FORGIVE ME.
I HATE MYSELF ALREADY.

i hate him

2007-02-18T22:50:00.000-08:00

wa liu.

today is one heck of a bad day for me.well not really but still, i'm feeling very angry.

okay, let's start after service.
hi hi...happy new year..blah blah..

lai lai lai!! ang bao collection time!!
one ang bao
two ang bao
three an...

off for breakfast. at grandma's house.
how i hated my uncle

i have really bad mem of that place.and all include him. okay fine. not all
there are quite afew great and wonderful mem.

but those who had spend it with me...most probably forgot about it.
oay . back to the point of "bad day"

got there. saw uncle. saw his wife. greeted them. gave oranges and got ang bao.
( i hate him)
sat there ate,..( he and his wife )
wash the dishes..( i can't stand them )

greeted my ah ma, gave oranges to her and she gave them back to me..
gave me a hug, ( i've always loved her hugs!! )
then got ANG BAO. ^^

saw aunt and someone who looks really familiar.
wished them a happy CNY, and guess what??

WHAT!!

i told you to guess!!

okay, well. obviously more ANG BAOS.

>>>>>>>>fastforward>>>>>>>>

came back to ah ma's place to have dinner.
saw HIM again ( how i hate him ).

okay fine, going there and hating, saying that he made me had a bad day is irrational.
but if you think of it this way..

this person had never cared about you.
never played with you.
never asked others to play with you.
siblings joined the others.
they left me alone.
and many more.

that GUY had ruined part of my childhood.
how i hated him. even my parents feel the same way.
-they hated him as much as i do-

well. basically they played cards and left me alone again.
how i hated him.

i hate insects.

2007-02-17T04:30:00.000-08:00

i seriously hate them.
okay fine, i'm seriously afraid of them.

just yesterday..

you know that a jumping spider is common at houses right?
but this thime , it was too commomn.

i'm a harry potter fan..and yea i read the books..
i've finished all the books except book 5.

so i was reading and reading...
and when i least expected, the spider was there!!

yes yes, it's small and it's more afraid of me than i am to it.
yea..it stopped there ...
i stared...
i screamed...
it jumped...
i screamed ...
and my mother caught it.

well...and..

i cried.

today, a somewhat similar thing happened to me.
only that this time. it wasn't a spider.

plus i have no idea what it is.
and it's so >.<>

some small black thin line insect thingy that was there all the time...
when i was playing the com.

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[I HATE INSECTS AND SPIDERS AND THE OTHER THINGS THAT ARE IN THE 'SPIDER" GROUP. I HATE THEM ALL.]

CHAOS

2007-02-07T17:03:00.000-08:00

well, lets make this a short post.

i like purple..okay out of point. ^^

well, jea, xiao hui and tricia came to my house yesterday.

first they started work then everyone started to exlore my house..saying that they would rather have my house then theirs.

yes yes, thank you. i love my house too!!

yup then i took out the toy water blaster and yea, it works!! but that was the HUGE mistake that i made.

soon they stopped work and had a water fight, in the KITCHEN.

guess who they were all aiming at??

ME.

i got sooooo pissed off.

shouted...OKAY FINE...I SCREAMED AT THE TOP OF MY VOICE.. at xiao hui cause after the others went away, she still kept shooting the water at me.
thank goodness i took off my pinafore the moment i came home, so the only thing that got totally wet was my blouse.
man was i pissed off.

super wet.
they are so gonna get it if i ever invite them to swim with me. soooooo busted.

watch out!!

*SPRAYS WATER AT FULL SPEED*

U ARE SO BUSTED.

**[WATCH OUT FOR A RAMPAGING GIRL
CAUSING HAVOCK TO EVERYONE
WITH A SUPER HUGE WATER BLASTER
AND HER VICIOUS SCREAM]**

REVENGE IS SWEET...

just me, my jie and the running track

2007-02-07T16:15:00.000-08:00

yup..i've decided to run today...with my jie actually....on a 400m track..

and boy was it refreshing! seriously...it was refreshing.

I LOVE RUNNING, okay!!

yep. not sure why but yeah...super hyper .

well..we started at 5.15pm and yeah..

jie had not ran for like...3 yrs? but its a start...but she shouldn't start it like that..

as in, she shouldn't start with something so vigorous..like a 3km run/walk?

just do something simple like..a lil jog round the block..

sit-ups..

push-ups..

NOT A 3KM WALK RUN..

well..i was suppose to meet her today but it looks like that its not gonna happen..

my phone hasn't rung for like.....the start of school till now...so...yeah...

but it was great fun running with her..

plus we were gonna do it with my mom today...

so so not gonna happen.

it all started with a slow jog.. and ended with a slow walk..

then i spotted that little red dot jogging/walking..after i had finished my 5 or 6 rounds

yes, i brough her a red tee n white shorts..lol....singapore flag!!

and i had to sprint like..forever to catch up with her..

at last!! i caugh up with her!!

i stopped at the spot where we started to rest..do some stretching while watching that lil cute red dot.

finally she made it. she had finished her 5 rounds but still had one more round of walking to go.

so i followed her .. and i felt super tired..

within sometime, the last round ended with stretching and looking at some guys...

yep..

ALL RIGHT!!
NEXT POST LE!!!
BUT FIRST...
lets do some dotart.

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BYE BYE

just me, my sis and the running track

2007-02-07T00:14:00.000-08:00

CIP.

2007-02-03T21:16:00.000-08:00

time 0523

argh...early sia...wanna sleep...too used to waking up at 0530

...sleep...sleep...sleep....ZZZzzz..

time 0700

*RINGGGGGG*

anoying..i wanna sleep...

-conscience-

wake up princess melina..do it to help...

in return you'll get cip points...

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wake up gor... WAKE UP!!

or i'll be late...

quick breakfast and off to mac.

^^:hey jeannette!! eh so early??

jea: ya...tricia came here at 0700 and i came at 0720

-.-":i WOKE UP at 0700..

jea: lol!!

0.0: u tied two pony tails!!! kawaiii!!!

*touch touch*

jea: hands off la..i rarely tie this kind of hair style except for special occasions like...

^^": CIP day??

jea: yeah....more donations,plus guys will keep checking me out!!

*group of guys walk pass* *stare stare*

0.0":...

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time 0910

^^: wen jun!!

wj: hey!!* pokes *

<3:>

-jea, tricia, me-: call xiao hui!!

* click click click *

time 0930

.....more guys...*stare stare*

jea: where the heck are they !? * calls ms ho *

>.< : i...have..NO IDEA.. * calls ms ho *

the singetel customer you've just dialled is not availiable
your number will be sent by sms to the cusomer thank you for calling..(?) * toooooooooooooooot *

-.-": i wanna go home!!! i'm sleepy!!

jea.\ /.: who doesn't...they're driving me nutz!!

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we then took a long walk to the other macs to find the so called booth to get our cans but to no avail...

more guys...more stares..

we even asked the guys where they got their cans and they said things like....eunos, AMK, bishan....

argh...and we scattered after recieving a call from the teacher in charge of AA, that the flag day is cancelled

yea.....super tired lor...we waited for like, 3 whole hour for the volunteers and they didn't even bother to come...

so i went to wait for "139" to come and when it did, guess what i forgot..

no, not only did i forget to say "bye" to jea, i 4got to buy my own lunch!! super hungry man...

cos i only had five bucks so i could n't buy anything just now for a snack..so i had to wait till lunch. yeah.so i went to mos burger...the inside was like totally empty!! the outside still had some ppl sipping their coffe and reading the newpapers though...but other than that...

TOTALLY EMPTY!!!

yea...i bought fries ( hey do you know that mos fries are healthier than macs???) and ebi rice burger to top it all off. the price was....

guess

guess

guess!!

GURES WHAT??

audience: what??

>.<: i told u to guess!!

okay yeah the cost was $5.25

but i didn't had enuf so....(some missing text)

okay yep..i went home..took a super long nap..actually it was suppose to last for about an hour but i felt so tired...so i dragged for like 3 hours and yeah...

time 1700

wake up time.....time to slack...and some study....

watch hercules on disney channel.....yup...walk around with ankles hurting little by little.....and yeah....downloaded a game...

got over my addiction of yogurt..but i still want more..

hmm....did some exercise and ate dinner....bath....etc..and yup...now i'm on the com and no one is talking to me on msn...hmm....

what a day. so suay.

2007-02-02T21:13:00.000-08:00

new day of school,new things to learn

so it started out ..

FANTASTIC as always..

with my class twin and i manage to not forget anything..

like my homework..revise, books or next lesson..

*RING RING RING*

recess!!

oh yeah, do you know that its like s sian in the canteen??

just about the smae menues for each day..not having much variety of food..

so i'm usually forced to drink just 2 cans/packets of milo and yeah!!

quick recess!!

*run run run*

crap..i4got.. no running after a meal..

stomach ache le...

ENGLISH CLASS

let the teacher's name be x

good morning girls!!

GOOD MORNING MR x

now take out your red file and turn to page...

*ring..*

go go go!!

science science!! yay!! Love science!!

*slip*

*right ankle hits the step*

HOME

rain...blacony wet..

*slips again and hits left ankle against the idiotic floor*

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now i can't walk properly..

-audience-
ZZZZZZZzzzzZZZ..

okayfine...

be that way

...

>.<

There are friends who care!!

2007-01-20T14:37:00.000-08:00

Get ANGRY If You Must,
Then get Over It..

Don't Cry Coz It's Over,
SMILE :)
Coz it Happened..

If One Day..

You Feel Like Crying, Call Me..
I Don't Promise That I Will Make you Laugh,
But I Can Cry With You..

If One Day You Want to Run Away,
don't Be Afraid To call Me.
I Promise I Won't Ask You To Stop,
But I Can Run With You..

If One Day You Don't Want To Listen To Anyone,
I Promise To Be There For You.
And I Promise I'll Be Very Quiet..

But One Day If you Call..
And There Is No Answer..
Come Fast To See Me..
Perhaps I Need You.

Never Frown, Even When You're Sad
Coz You Never Know..
Who Is Falling In Love..
with Your Smile :)

When You Are Sad, I'll Dry Your Tears
When You Are Scared, I'll Comfort Your Tears
When You Are Worried , I'll Give You HOPE
When You Are Confuse, I'll Help You Cope
And When You Are Lost.. And Can't See The Light..
I Shall Be Your Beacon, SHINING Ever So Bright..
This Is My Oath, I Pledge Till The End.
WHY, You May Ask? Because You're My Friend..

prayer

2007-01-19T14:13:00.000-08:00

"I JUST CAME AGAIN TO TELL YOU, LORD, HOW HAPPY I'VE BEEN, SINCE WE FOUND EACH OTHER'S FRIENDSHIP AND YOU TOOK AWAY MY SIN. DON'T KNOW MUCH OF HOW TO PRAY, BUT I THINK ABOUT YOU EVERYDAY. SO, JESUS, THIS IS MELINA CHECKING IN TODAY."

looking back...

2007-01-18T16:17:00.000-08:00

Looking back...

i didn't do as well as i planned for my studies..slacked alot..
Though i managed to get a scholar ship....yay..
$5oo for me to spend, $50 to church fun, $100 to mom..the rest is mine..
hmm..that nice..
life's been kinda great for me..since i'm sec two now..
gotta strive harder this year..so that i can reach my goal..
to the express stream..
no matter how hard i work, i wanna get there..at least a day of how it is to be in the express stream..
so yep.. gotta revise and revise..assesment books? yup..
tuition?? sure..if i can manage it.
oh yeah...this is really random but..NEW CLOTHES!!
the best thing ever is to get new clothes qwell of course after GOD/Jesus...ppl around me and close friends. ^^
okay, i feel like...very weird around the ppl in church..well not the little ones though..i like kids..cute..playful..
i feel like i don't have a fixed group of friends.. cause kenna...well i really don't feel like we are that close anymore..
hui qi..haha well sh's nice...a bit too annoying but still thats what makes her unique..xue zhen..SU SU!! heh okay..she good close yea..super close..not so..in between..definately.. the rest well...just a little chat here and there..
thats all..
heh..yup..

heh...
God..i need you...i'm nothing without you...without u..life's like ..the hole in the doughnut....feeling so empty..
how i miss you...why can we just be friends..if not as close as ever? why why? i miss u cloud..
Dear readers...i'm feeling fine..just a little lost thats all..^^ yes yes..how many times must i say that i'm fine, thank you for your concern..Y angelic star

Extreme III day 2-3

2007-01-18T15:42:00.000-08:00

sure sure...camping is fun!! DAY TWO!! CAMP CAMP CAMP!! YAY!!

okay so we managed to reach PLmgs in time and it turned out...that we jumped from last place to....FORTH!! yippee!!

okay who knows the story about water turned in wine??

okay fine, well when we got there...we had to wash our member's feetand ...haha..well after all the things that we went through..wouldn't it be nice to have a good wash?? ^^

*wash wash scrub scrub* ahh~ the plaster!! it came off!!

what happened next caught us totally off guard..

they wouldn't just let us have a good feet watch and then have lunch...

so..we...

had

to

drink

the

water

we

used

to

wash

our

feet...

But...it turned out to be...

PESI COKE!!

yup!! yummy...

okay *fast forward*

lunch..yum *fast forward*

game time!! battle!!

ONWARD TO VICTORY!!

Mambo the best
better than the rest
Mambo don't mess
'cause we are the best!!

battle cards in deck:

6 x three

5 x two

4 x four

2 x four

1 x three

yeah!!

around 10 wins?? plus one lost and one draw?

well aniwaes.. summary figure out the secret message by getting the card thingy

to get the cards with te letters on it, teams must battle each other, winning team gets the card, loser give the card, a draw..then...nthn happens..

*fast forward*

the message we got it!!

run!! run like the wind!!

david!! our lunch!! the race and and!!

poofy...

oh well 2nd place better than nothing..plus i had a great work out!!

girls gathering!! game?? share?? intro??

*fast forward*

next post please...too long

EXTREME CAMP III day1-2

2007-01-16T00:15:00.000-08:00

yay!! its night time at EAST COAST!!! whoohooo!!

yea we got there by bus and started to gather to do some cheers so that we can start pitching up the tent..

Boy, was it fun to do!! GO FLASHLIGHT TEAM!! *shine shine*

yep,then we had to hunt for our food...tired sleepy..most importantly hungry..

but we have team spirt!! Plus we couldn't just stop and return back to our camp site without finding our missing memeber!!

we're not so heartless!! where one goes, the other follows!! yeah!

okay..so tonight's menue is:

-Baked Beans in a can!!

-Peanuts in a can!!

-5 packets of noodles!!

-1 loaf of bread!!

here's the result of mixed and matching:

-Baked beans with bread

-noodles with baked beans and peanuts

-peanuts or baked beans eaten from can

better than nothing right? plus, it taste quite good!!

total we walked..for a long long time..little did we know that one of our member were going to be taken away..

and we walked to and fro till we couldn't walk anymore.

guess what, later they "magically" appeared..okay fine, they walked out of some1's car and yeah..

started to prepare our dinner and then rest and sleep.. ZZZzzzzZZZZzzz..

DAY 2

woke up to stare in awe at the wonderful scenary though there was a slight drizzel..

TIME FOR BREAKFAST!!

Nutella and peanut butter and/or jam!!

the perfect combination!!

*munch munch*

later we all walked to the shore and went to the corner..

guess what, there was a high tide and half of my skirtpants got wet, so i had to change out of it..

we later moved to the side to avoid the high tide, so we can safely wash our slippers!!
CLEAN AT LAST!!

Amazing grace!!

:groups must travel to the shop near some mrt, do not attempt to walk there.:

we followed the instructions and had to let our pri sixes go as they had to collect their results.

*fast forward*

darn it, we're the last team.

Puzzel time..we took so lon..like hours to figure out the puzzel..

yay!! Darryl!! u did it!!

!!LUNCH TIME!!

5 pieces of bread and vege, meat egg and rice..yummy..

hmm..off to plmgs!!

sleept there and had another race thingy..

Xtreme III CAMP!!

2007-01-01T23:11:00.000-08:00

Whooooo!!

EXTREME III!!

IT'S FINALLY HERE!!

4 DAYS 3 NIGHTS!!

Plus I GOT DA EARLY BIRD SPECIAL!!

so fun!!

okay first day...

I GOT THERE LATE!!

so i didn't had time to top up de ten bucks my mom gave me for my card..

and boy, that slowed me down in the later part of the camp...

well, first was the sign up...AND WE HAD TO SURRENDER OUR CARD!!

nooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooo~~

bOY, is my bag huge!!!! but some how...quite light...and my sis brough a bag somewhat the same same size as moi. so, haha..good luck to both of us...*lugs bag* okay..so we were sorted out into our groups..and yay!! i got into Teresa's Group!! Once again, Hui qi's in my group!! yea!!

LOOKING BAAAaaaacK:

If you've noticed...for the past camp i've also been in the same group as her and kenna or susu always gets seperated from us!! NOO!! *reaches out for kenna and susu*
yea..okay back to da Xtreme camp. so, group members are:

Darryl-yea!! i remembered how to spell his name!! ASSISTant LEADER!!-

Teresa-whooo, LEADER!!-

Jie Ying-my good buddy!! Yea!!-

Xin Hui-Alright!! Xin Pei's Mei!! Track n field girl!! Rockz!-

Hui Qi-looks like u brought loads of dark coloured clothes eh??^^-

Xing Chen-yea! another guy!!-

Jing Yi-whoo!! jing Yi!!-

Leonard Chng-aye, i still haven't beat u enuf yet..come come!! ABCD!!-

WAIT!! my memory a bit rough le...let me think for a while...

in the mean time...lets continue with the camp. sorted out into groups and we took 15 MINS to settle down..WoW. That was Fast. so..yep!! Name time!! ???? Darryl, Teresa, company..???? any names??

Darryl:well..since we are group five...why not somethin related to ''5''?
Teresa:1,2,3,4, Hi-5??
"????" Group: NO!!!!
Darryl: G5??
"????" Group:...G.(point)5?? G.(dot)5??
Teresa: MAMBO number 5!!....."????" Group: shorter??...okay, fine mambo..

MaMbo it is!!

CHEER!!!

1,2,3,4,5!!
Let's rock this place with MAMBO 5!!

5 , 5 ,5 , 5, 5 ,5 , 5, 5 ,5 , 5 , 5 ,5, 5, ...

(5 seconds later)

YEEEAAAAAAAAAAAH MAMBO!!

WHOOOOOO!!

~to be continued~

Home alone day 2-last day-

2006-11-21T23:28:00.000-08:00

yep!!

home alone day number two!!

hmm..though i couldn't really remember much..

but still...

i woke up at around 8 plus..

tried to sleep again..

thn woke up at 10 plus..

slack slack slack..

11.15am, went down to get breakfast..

well, watched a few shows...slack here..

walk there..

stare blanky at the window scenary..

walk around...thn decided to on the com..

haha, i manage to get a id..aga aga one..

^^..thn had loads of prob with the loading.. until now also cannot play..

hack care la..i go to my friend's house to play when she invites me over..

any friend that invites me over..^^

well..i got bored..so i offed that com after 3 hours...

n went up to play the ps2..

before that, my bro's friend, Brian..

came along to play the ps2..

man was he loud!! louder than lawernce-small one-

anoying ...haha..here's somehting i picked up from my friend..

a noy, er noy, eh noy, ah noy, e noy, ur noy..haha..just some little things

that i picked up from the recent flooding of tag boards.. yes i do flood

so ya better watch out..

but trust my, i'll neverflood anyone who is close to me..except for 2 of them..

for those two, i can flood till i can't flood no more!!

MUAHAHAHAHAHaaaaaa~

yea..thn i wanted to play kh2..

but found out that my ps2 is some how 'rejecting' to load my kh2

*sobs* i only manage to load it once to the menue..then it started to stop...

hang..

*sobs*

thn i tried to reload... hang..sucky..

DAMN PS2 READER!! HOW DARE U REFUSE TO LOAD KH2

BUT U LOADED THE SOCCER GAME WITH EASE!! DAMN U!!

oh well, my dear ps2....

you've done well..you've been serving me for a long time now...

now you will get a rest..

in time i shall ask my dad to send you for repair..

but for now.. just hang in there..

wuu!! look!! it ryhmes!! must highlight!!

haha..okay..thn more computer..

well basically i did a few scans to remove the spyware or adware..

thn i parted with my zwinky webbie...

n thn i tried to load audition again..fail..

so i went to dl Diner Dash..and i had a full hour of fun!!

*flick* 'your 60 minutes of free try for this game has expired'

'get the full version for only $19.90!!'

so yeah, i can't get the full version. i tried lastime

but it needs the credit card number...for saftey and of course, payment..

and yea..went to continue to read on more kh fan art comics..

super funny...plus a yaoi LOTR video...damn funny...go youtube n search LORT in caps..

and hmm..well u can check...

it's the frodo n gollum thing..^^

..slack n laugh stupidly at more comics..

critisise some...squeal at some cos well the pics are cute..

and yeah...ate lunch...

oh and i sort of skipped my dinner...

but i did drank two cups of super delicious milo!! sweet!!

...walk to com to play more..

got lost while looking at the comic..

i couldn't find the main page...

....dah...

anyone?? need maths/ science tuition??

$2o-lower sec , $25-upper sec

tutor will be lim junyang benjamin
benjamin lim junyang
junyang benjamin lim

haha, just messing around with his name..

well...that's about it..

WAITT!! alert..*sobs* this is the last 'home alone day __' post..

my parent's are coming back tmr...hurrah..

more info please contact me through msn or message..

edit: 'home alone' day 1

2006-11-21T16:58:00.000-08:00

melina presents:

the review of home alone day 1

okay, everything began after band, the time i was free!!

...HOME .... ALONE

Well, first was lunch..

yes, the wonderful lunch time..

BUT!! i forgot to bring down my food schedule!!...

Darn it!!

so i went up,-took the lift-

and up,-climbed a flight of stairs-

and glanced through the paper..

to my surprise, lunch was left out !!

Plus i had $4 dollars then!!

-to me..it's like WOW, to the seniors it's like, gosh..only $4?-

So i finally got what i wanted for lunch.

junkfood, unhealthy..but still this is a once in a while thing!!

here, my menu for lunch:

Chocolate milk

coco crunch

ice-cream plus a touch of a few cubes of chocolate!!

yumm...

next, was DA COMPUTER!!!

flicked the switch on, and started creating my Zwinky character

took eight hours ot make 3 outfits..

had loads of things to choose from!!

after 8 WHOLE hours, it was time for dinner...

dinner menu:

chicken drumstick rice

half cooked egg-watery kind-

yup...microwaved it..*DING*

and in it goes!!

and yeah ^^"

that's about it...well after dinner was of course..

QT...thn sleep..

*plop*

just me, the tv, and God..

2006-11-20T16:05:00.000-08:00

yes, seriously..i'm that bored....

yes, it's just me, the TV and God...

i'm puzzled over a puzzle..

not in the mood to do my homework..

'lost' my calculator...

having difficulties with the spare calculator i found..

who knew my bro had so many calculators..

and my sis..hmmm...

maybe she might have an extra...

...hope so...

i want my new school books...

i wish my old books were back in the cupboard upstairs...

'cause i'm too lazy to pack them into it...

i want to make the silhouette of a cross...

withe the five wooden pieces given..

in the puzzle...

but i can't do it..

my day was...

alright..

hafta bring $6.30 for cecilia's birthday present..

bored...

sian..

parents enjoying in kuei long...

me home alone...

cause i hafta get ready for the band concert...

i'm not saying band is not fun..

it is..

i'm just...a lil out of sorts...

oh yea....

i was the projectionist yesterday...

turned out quite okay..

but i was afraid...

about making a mistake..and everyone would see it...

EVERYONE...

thn ...

i prayed...

and yep..

the prayer worked..

debrief...

must run through the slides yea??

if not you won't know what comes next..

okay hui qi??

and the rest of the projectionist...

hmm...yea..

band pract was fun...

went throught Canto again...

had not touch it for a long time..

yet i still can play it..

so..practice makes perfect..yes it does..

and thn comes der volkerhandler...

went well...

-END-

Happy Birthday!!!

2006-11-17T14:12:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYY~~

happy birthday to you!!!! XD

hmmm....lets see if i can do a nice pic about band here!okay.....lets face it..i can't...

.....i i i i i i
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'''''''''''''''''''''''...happy birthday cecilia!!

You have been a great band senior and a great SL!!! congrats on turning 15!!

KENNA!!-especially for BESTIE!!-

2006-11-16T22:15:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday to you!!

Happy Birthday to you!!

Happy Birthday!

Happy birthdaaaaaay~~!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!

Bestie!! harlow!! It's your... 13th BIRTHDAY!!

harhar..

^^

we've really not been talking much lately.. but still..

I really really want to make your birthday as special as ever..

and i really hope that you are going for the botanical gardens thingy..

cos it's gonna be so fun!! oh...and i have this ice-cream voucher for u..

Plus a gift that i gotz for u a long long...

LONG time ago...

..and i really hope u'll like it..

Stay happy!! i really hatez to see u upset..

it's really..really've a great time with u in tpcmc...

real great.. thanks loads!!*BIG hugs*

the one and only is feeling lonely..

2006-11-16T21:54:00.000-08:00

i'm feeling lonely!!!! waaaaa~~

lonely..

i'm so lonely..

heehee.

basically, i'm been tripping n falling quite a lot lately..

hmm...don't know why..

...heh...zi low again..

hah....

...star seeker..

anywaes...happy birthday to kendra( 15th nov)!

oh and my sis-Melissa- to( 17th nov )!!

kendra is celebrating her big ONE FOUR(14) this year..

and my sis is celebrating her big TWO ZERO(20) this year!!

Enjoy the computerised cakes!!

Plus the soon to be sent gift(s)!!

..i i i i i.
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Kendra's
cake!!.................

......i i....
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Melissa's
cake!!

~the cross in my pocket~

2006-11-14T17:12:00.000-08:00

~The Cross In My Pocket~

- i carry a cross in my pocket -

a simple reminder to me

of the fact that i am a Christian

no matter where i may be

- this little cross is not magic -

nor is it a good luck charm

it isnt meant to protect me

from every physical harm

- it's not for identification -

for all the world to see

it's simply an understanding

between my Savior and me

- when i put my hand in my pocket -

to bring out a coin or key

the cross is there to remind me

of the price He paid for me

- it reminds me, too, to be thankful -

for my blessings day by day

and to strive to serve Him better

in all that i do or say

- it's also a daily reminder -

of the peace and comfort i share

with all who know my Master

and give themselves to his care

- so, i carry a cross in my pocket-

reminding no one but me

that Jesus Christ is Lord of my life

if only i'll let him be.

life...

2006-11-01T16:27:00.000-08:00

wow,would ya look at that...it's the last day of school and i'm not rejoicing as i usually do..instead, i'm feeling a little down in da dumps..

it's like...WHOOSH!! and 2006 is over..i think this is the fastest year yet.well...the post exam schedules are really really uber boring..

it's so that i can't remember that day at all....besides the learning journey which is like...supper duper funny that the memories of it are almost crystal clear in my mind right now....lol.

heh....much better....welll yeah...thn comes the hmwk....and maths..
maths is fun....
but the hmwk is....like......THICK!!!!!

oh well..and english...a piece of paper but...nothing seems like what it looks...a SINGLE sheet and man...are there loads of things to do.....a idiotic book review.

i love reading but still!? summarise a 200 page book in 150 words?? and find 10 expressions + a sentence for each one?!..

this is too much..argh.

i did rather read for fun. not for the sake of doing the review...but..i have to...haix...oh well...

yeah...and here comes band!! the band stuff are really tiring and the pace is starting to speed up quite fast!! though the song is pretty long...like 6 or 5 pages..i hafta play it!!!

~ANNOUNCEMENT~

hey yal!! are u p eople like, free on the 9th of december-saturday-?? cause there is a band concert on that day and i really hope that u guys would come to support me and my school!! -CHIJ toa payoh-

The concert is held in CJC- catholic junior college- and it starts at 7.30pm!! Tickets are sold at $15 dollars!! For those who want to come, please bring the money and pass it to me latest by this sunday!! I'll pass u the tickets by next saturday or sunday! come and support!! YEAH!!

!!!Prayer requests!!!

hey as u all know...the sec 4's are having their O levels now!! Do pray for them: teresa, elizabeth, charlene, shermin, joyce, deborah, clement, david, marcus, shaun, and chao yi. Pray that God will grant them wisdom'n strength, mentally and physically as they study in preparation for their Os.

If u guys didn't know..kenna, kendra and the rest of the ang family are like, in korea like, NOW. so..please pray for them, that they may go and return safely from their vacation!!!

okay, yes there is more. CHARLENE will be going to Prague ( Europe ) for choir!! Pray that God will grant her strength, mentally and physically - as you know, or don't know..choir preparation is really tiring and yea..quite a number of practices i think..and it's really hmmm..okay i can't find a word for what i'm trying to say anywaes, it's really tiring!!- and that she may be ready for the competition!!

YEsYes..one more!! The band concert is coming up and the practices are like...around 3 or 4 times per week and it's seriously very energy consuming. Pray that God will grant me readiness, and that i will continue to depend on Him for strength and comfort always.

Also..pray that God will teach each and everyone of us to live and witness for Him everyday , be it in school or elsewhere, even during this seemingly difficult period!! ^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XUE ZHEN!!!

2006-10-20T15:51:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ,
HAPPY BIRTDAYYYYYYY~Y~Y~Y!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
TO YOU!!

And here's a birthday cake to you!!

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......l l l l
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thank you xue zhen for being such a great friend! i thank God for a sister like you!! May you to continue to shine as ever so brightly for God!!-matthew 5:13-16- be happy!! happy belated brthday!!

LeArNiNg JoUrNey

2006-10-20T15:30:00.000-07:00

okay, i woudn't say that the trip was boring, it turned out quite nice when we went to the places and all plus, my friends and i took alot of nice pics and we're gonna send it to each other through email.

so yeah, back from the trip, it was like, okay...cause there wasn't really alot to do so, since our cams battery are like...alot, Cleris, Jazreel, Tiffany, Charlottle and i started taking alot of funny pics.

First it started with Tiff and Cleris, and Cleris started to advertise the things around her and it was like,super funny as she really looks like advertising it , plus she did some really retard and funny poses.

Then came Jaz. she was the co model and!! the next few pics are like, totally funny lor!! plus some retard n sick ones or just plain funny ones....haha...and one of the pics, they descided ot advertise their shoes and haha....okay okay..wait i need to stop laughing first.....haaaahahhahhahahhahhahahahha~

yep....my day. then after our cams ran outta batt, the group splitted up and some went to play poker, some doing some other stuff and me? well, i went around irritating ppl by sprying water at them!! haha, so..yeah..i sprayed water at my friends for like,1hr and 30 mins.....yeah..

okay..nthn le. haha. xue zhen!! next post is just for you!!

pInK n GrEen r3suLts..

2006-10-20T15:15:00.000-07:00

Pink is a wonderful colour. Same goes for Green.

English: 58.5/100
Sucks..i know..i've been doing really badly for english this year, but i'm glad that i passed.

Mathematics: 78.5/100
I'm totally stunned by this mark. Not only i passed and got a A, but i also improved by 3 marks!!

Chinese: 63/100
okay, this is really not that bad, but still i dropped by 29 marks compared to my ca2..haix

Science: 73/100
My most favourite subject and i topped it again. yay. i held the top marks for this sub for one whole entire year. so happy.

Literature: 56/100
Yeah yeah, it's so unlike me to not get 60 for this..well, i panicked..so...haha....yeah..

History: 49/100
Sucks big time. i've never gotten so low for history before. just by one idiotic mark...thank goodness i scored well for history in ca2.

Geography: 66/100
i'm happy or this result..haha, 'cause i finally topped it for the first time after losing so many times to my friend, DIANE CHRISTINA GALISTAN.

Art (Study Of Visual Arts): 57/100
This is super bad. my friend who is really bad at art, topped it and she got 69. no offence. how can this be true??

Basically, i'm not quite happy about the results and yeah, must try harder. so happy. God had granted me peace, wisdom and energy throughout the papers and i'm really thankful for that as i could not have it at all without his help. praise the Lord!!

It's really no use crying over spilled milk.seriously.

2006-10-16T03:55:00.000-07:00

Seriously,it is no use crying over spilled milk. what is gone is gone. tell yourself to buck up! you can do it! try harder nextime and u really can make it. Cause..i'm actually pretty depressed, sad, etc. about my results. But there was one thing that really made my day! My science results!! yeah! i know, i'm being proud and show off and blah blah blah...but wouldn't you had felt the same if you were in my shoes?? Holding the 'top in science' title for 3 continuous major exams??-ca1 and 2, and sa1- haha..i know..i'm a show off when it comes to my marks...and my new stuff..heehee. but that's me. you can change it..why not just accept it?? haha.

TESTIMONY TIME on Melina's oh so rikuness blog!!

haha..well. i'm really happy that God had led me through my exam period and that he gave me the motivation and discipline to study when the time was ripe, ultimate peace while i was doing the paper and that i was able to remember the things that i had revised along the way..and this is not the first time!! Please people!! God is always here to help you in what ever he can help with. When you find it too hard, and you think you can do it anymore, pray..ask for what you need and it shall be given^^ always look on the bright side of life!! dulu..dulu dulu dulu!! lol!

yea, testimony time here. since i do not have the courage to go up to share, i shall share it on my blog!! well, though it does takes time for everyone to see this but at least got something else to cover up for it right?? haha. so my day was the checking of my history, english and science paper. BUT....i'm not gonna post my results here cause its so bad that i don't even want to click the numbers on the LAPTOP. haha. okay well, i tell you my ....argh....fine...i'll type..i'll TYPE!!! in the next post...muahahahahaaa~

Sick.

2006-10-10T17:30:00.000-07:00

hello everyone i gott make this short n simple okay?? sryz. so lately my com's busted so no updating. plus i'm seriously sick. and i feel like dying. i hate the haze.hate it hate it hate it.argh. i feel like puking. gotta puke...cya.

highlight of my day..

2006-09-19T21:10:00.000-07:00

Okay, the highlight of my day is *drum roll*...

my pissfulness....
i got very angry today..after finding out that i missed out a design and technology paper..

And now..i got a total zero cause my friend didn't tell me that there was a DnT paper and i totally missed out on most of the worksheets and now i only know of a few stuff....

i really wanted to get a good mark...but now i have this to pull me down...haix..
oh well....haix...

the next one is....

haix..a totally sad one..

my gameboy advance's screen crack..big time...
and it's not just any old gameboy advance..

it's a gift from my godfather in perth,australia..
but ..though he is rich thn you guys might think that..:

''it's only a gameboy, besides, he is rch...etc..''

but there is one problem, i can only see him once every year..so..yeah..
the gameboy got crackedcause of the pressure from the books above it..
now it's spoilt..and i don't know if it is fixable..

haix..

Leave everything to God..what is done is done..ask and it shall be given..
don't make treasures on earth..for there will be treasures up in heaven for each and everyone and they will be eternal...

We live by the Lord day by day
strength he provides in his own way
there's no need to worry, no need to fear
He is our God who is always near!!!

<3>

all hail princess melina and melissa!! ^^ sisters forever!!

Oh and my brother..he is the best!!! he took care of me..in a brother to younger sister way..so happy..so blessed!! ^^ thank you to all!! ^^

GOD BLESS EVERYONE!!

BIG THANK YOU !!

2006-09-19T20:45:00.000-07:00

THANK YOU!THANK YOU!THANK YOU!THANK YOU! THANK YOU!THANK YOU!THANK YOU!THANK YOU!THANK YOU!THANK YOU!THANK YOU!THANK YOU! THANK YOU!THANK YOU!THANK YOU!THANK YOU! THANK YOU!THANK YOU!THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU1 THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU!THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU!THANK YOU!THANK YOU!THANK YOU!

SOOOOOOOOOOOO...MUCH Jazreel, Regina and many more!

THANK YOU for printing out my work !! you guys are really a life saver so this post is dedicated to to all of you people out there!! You guys have really been a big help to me and it wasn't for u..i did be getting scolded and detentons and etc. thank you everyone!! i love you all and god loves you all too!!!

totally drained..weak..

2006-09-13T20:50:00.000-07:00

okay, these few days..i've been feeling tired and weak...
don't know why..maybe it's the lack of sleep?
oh and it's not stress..cause i've not started..well okay..only abit
on science..hmm...really must stop slacking le..
must stop...i really want to go to express...really want to..

arg..okay yesterday...my shoulder felt like it was like twisted..
and then my kneee started to hurt and you could even hear the cracking noise
from the other parts of moi body..
pain sia..thank God that today my shoulder felt better and my knee..
although it still hurts..but it's not as painful as 2 days ago..

yay! so happy, me and my friend finally tied in running ..so happy..
must work hard ..to get gd grades and being fit!! ^^

okay,see diff colour means diff thing..well today was like..
mostly 'he is so cute!!' or 'ahh..there he is!! ZACK!!'
btw..i said all those things..yes yes..but they are so cute!! ^^
okay..i managed to get ther autograph and a pic of zack me and friend!! ^^
and guess what? My other friend is gonna print it out for me!! gonna show it to kenna!!
heehee..totally cute..

okay,another colour..science lesson was really fin today..learned about classification
of animals and plants!!
Afer that there was this game which the title..hmm..i do not know how to spell..
super FUN!!wheeee and that's my day..duppose to check my email iinbox to clear spam and read
my friend's emails..but my dad got angry so i have to stop and finish up everything..okay bye bye now!! tata!! ^^

MAJOR CRAMMIN IN PROCESS!!

2006-09-08T20:37:00.000-07:00

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~

MAJOR CRAMMIN IN PROGRES!!!

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~

gah..haix....oh well..

bwahahahaaa~

Kiddin..^^

actually...i'm only left with the transferring of the science chapter 22
--'cause during the study group in church wif kenna and chao yi..when i took out my science workbook..i found out that i took my brother's book instead of mine 'cause both oh the workbooks are the same..-- diaowz...

hahaz..so i'm gonna do it tmr during the 2-3hrs of my free time!! heeheee~

okay, today's okay lar..my brain almost exploded due to the last minute finish-up..
my english thingy of finding the meanings..thankfully i was using the cambridge computer dictionary..
if i didn't..i don't think i would be free, watching High School Musical !!
yeah!! haha..well..basically..that was my day..heehee..pity that there ain't any captains ball tmr..oh well..

wahahaa~eversince the holidays started, i've been sleping and waking up late..and that is so not good..but it's fun..but still not good..but it's F.U.N.!! yeah!! sheesh..it's raining again....sheesh..rain stop rain stop..sheesh..

SHEESH!! now i sound like kenna..T.T"

okay..well, that's about it..somethiing special..

to tell you the truth..

2006-09-08T19:59:00.000-07:00

My silence doesn't mean i 4get..

My disappearance doesn't mean i don't care..

because i always remember the things and recall the moments we share..

Always kept and cherished in my..
H-E-A-R-T & M-I-N-D..

Ytake care..

Wernie!

2006-09-08T15:51:00.000-07:00

okay wenie..i need ur help once more....sry to bother you but can u help me change my wording format so that after each sentence i'll leave a line like this?*points to the example shown below*
e.g.
potterpotterpotterpotterpotter

potterpotterpotterpotterpotter~

okay? sry to trouble you once more..and in exchange you can update my blog!! ^^ heehee fweeeh!! thanks alot wernie!!

MING'S B'DAE!! TODAY!!

2006-09-08T15:20:00.000-07:00

okay!! let's all wish ming hui a happy birthday!! today's her 14th birthday ya noe!!

happy birthday to ming!

happy birthday to ming!

happy birthday , happy birthday..

happy birthday to ming!! ^^

A message to ming hui !!:

elloz my dear senior!! yay! it's your birthday! ceeeeelebrate good times, COME ON!! yay! haha, although it has only been a year since i came to this church, but you are one of the nicest and ke ai person in da church! yeah! i thank God for a sister like you!! ^^ nice friends are the best part of our memories that time can never erase, and when i'm blessed with a person like you, my memories are always worth treasuring!!^^ hehe..remember to shine as brightly as a star in da night sky!!

''You are the light of the world. A city on a hill cannot be hidden. Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on a stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house. In the same way, Let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your father in heaven.''
(matthew 5:14-16)

PLUTO

2006-09-06T21:21:00.000-07:00

okay this is from angela's blog and it's really shocking..

PLUTO
Hello! Have you heard the shocking news?

PLUTO ISN'T A PLANET ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

o_O Can you believe that? This is like a milestone in history!

Can you imagine all the commotion?(if there is such commotion)

All science books have to be re-written, saying that Pluto is now a "dwarf planet".

Test questions have to be changed.

TV shows with reference to Pluto will have to change.

Children will be utterly confused with the change.

Websites will have to change their info.

Knowledge games, board games, etc with questions about the planets will have to be changed.

Pictures and paintings of the Solar System will be considered inaccurate.

The dog Pluto from Disney will have an identity crisis.

WE HAVE TO REMEMORISE THE PLANETS!

ahh ahh ahh

can't believe I'm the only one freaking out about this!

Now the smallest planet is Mercury.
Now there are 8 planets.
Now Pluto has been degraded to the status of DWARF!

:( Ain't that so mean?
And it's been alive for like 70+ years too!

I think that Pluto's resignment of the planets deserves some kind of recognition. *sniff*

Following this, I shall name this post... Pluto.
And I shall make a sad song for your gravestone.

Pluto Planet Pluto
You were in those diaromas swinging to and fro
when we discovered your orbit was a tad wrong-o
hand suddenly you're degraded to the very low

P L U T O
P L U T O
P L U T O
And Pluto was its name-oh

Pluto Planet Pluto
The one that rhymes with putoluto
We shall remember you soas the smallest planet which had to go

*sniff*

Bye bye Pluto!

*sniff*

Missy Angie thought some thoughts on Sunday, August 27,

see*points to the sentence above* proof that i got this from angela's blog..please dun be mad angela..i copied the exact colour..hehe..really shocking..poor PLUTO!! *sniff* bye bye Pluto!!*sniff*

study group continues??

2006-09-06T20:20:00.000-07:00

okay well..nthn much lah..like what ken said...studied studied studied high high high..drum drum drum...slack slack...hah...chao yi learned 2 beats le...wa he gd lor..i took longer than him to learn those 2 beats.....power ah chao yi....okay well yeah......thats about it...thn second day..kenna came once more...studied..studied...piano piano..slack slack..abit of excercise....yeah..thn...yeah...basically thats about it..nthn much really..cos i'm feeling so low now that i dun really feeling like describing in detail...................

it's so quiet today...

2006-09-06T20:11:00.000-07:00

quiet..silent...silence...
not sure why..i'm feeling so quiet today..well..i'm sort of quiet moat of the time...but never this quiet..why?..okay anywaes..the study group thingy..i shall update it in another post..gah..sianz....bro watching tv...mom in curch..dad came back but thn he suddenly 'dissappear'...sis..hai...whatever lah..i'm also not that close to her...most probably out with friends..clubbing? heh...
well..my day started off with me getting angry..
first i told my mom that i would have to be at the school by 11am..but instead...she thought that i had to be there at 11.30...grr..anyhuu..i got there late and yeah..pretty much about that..thn painting of literature props...making of props...lunch...having fun with the sewing machine by making preetty patterns with the sewing machine..yay..i fixed it..haha..thn went home...watch bleach on channel 56..thn use com..thats pretty much about the whole of my day..hmm..i wonder if kenna went to church to study today...hope not..okay..thn yeah..din really tok much....but i thought about stuff...or izzit just a blank in my head? look at me..starin at the com....me is da kind of person who likes attention...bleahz..oh yeah....thank u wenie n jac for the pressie..thank u..argh...melina..dun try to act cute lah..u wun be able to do it when u are like that....haix....look..i finally sighed..cos i will always keep telling ppl to smile more but yet i myself don't...what is this...argh....quiet...kenna away...quiet...quiet..but i ...

izzit true?

2006-09-05T20:44:00.000-07:00

u left me alone..how can this be true ? i waited for so long just to talk to you..yet u left me just standing there..how could you?? many nights i slepe worrying about ur life and ur studies yet u left me for some others....i just stood there waitig for you to talk to me..u did..but the feeling wasn't there anymore...ur words were like somewhat empty...i felt no love...how could you..it has alreay been a year since we had met..do u remember? do you? do you? now i'm fighting this battle with God..and there is suppose to be one more person to help me..it's you but u left....you left me there....heart-brokened..u..u...how could you....now i only have the oh so wonderful god by my side..yay...but no you..boo...you just stood there stared at me....walked pass by me..said..no..mumbled a few words and went off....how could u..how could u....

study with the highness

2006-09-05T20:35:00.000-07:00

haha...so fun..for the first time had study group with chao yi..group includes: kenna chao yi an moi. wahaha *chibifies self* so much fun..but my time is running out...so i can't write much here..okay i need to use alot of words so i better leave this next time...bleah..

TOTAL RIKUNESS!! bwuaaahahahaaa~ me is keyblader! spoonblader!! bwuahahaha. the potter/keyblader fan is there...part of the trio which consists of jac wernie and moi!! bwuahahaha~